Thursday, May 24, 2007

stained glass masquerade

Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain

i really don't know why but i feel really disturbed when i see fake-ness. i really don't wanna be fake. but when i see some things that people do that are fake, i get the urgh feeling. i can almost like turn into anniyan.

i do not want friends for entertainment purposes only. there has to be something more. something which makes u feel connected. else, it will not last. i have been really thinking about friendship for maybe a week now. its just hard to say who are ur good friends.

one thing is for sure tho. i will always value the people who have been there in my bad times. i infact value them more then anyone else. its because there was something more than just fun, something more than just laughing. theres a understanding between me and those who stood by me. that is what takes the friendship one step higher.

oh. and i like hugs from my friends. but, just don't overdo it. i have seen many hugs and i have also seen what happens behind the scenes. a warm hug on the front for others to see but, it ends up in gossiping about the person when the person is not ard. its dumb. mean every hug and word u say. else, u can just shut up and save your hugs.

and i can post this without any care cause this is my point of view and furthermore, it is not directed at anyone. its just that i had to get it out of me.

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