fun!

i am so busy going out every single day man! (:
but im sure having fun.
yabadaba dooo!

ARGH

ARGHH!! theres something wrong with my internet!!

and thanks to that, i could not update my blog on time

and got into trouble!!!

and the hotmail as well!! what is javascript man!!

it just decides to stop working and my work is delayed!!

im sad as i got a bad comment!!

stress is creeping in!!

camp

Tabernacle of David's Church Camp was awesome!
Had the word of God and had loads of fun!
(:

church camp

CRAZY THINGS WE DID:

1. run as a group in the space right infront of the stage when there was a performance going on with quite a number of audience!

2. squeezing together in the small Kbox capsule and shouting out loud. There was no mic needed man! And yes, we perspired alot!


3. taking the banana ride! was really fast and we were like so scared of falling into the water!


4. going for the fish spa! gosh! it felt so very ticklish. i actually survived that!


5. going into the kids club and wrecking havoc! the blown up area to jump was like brought down by us because we, teens went in and played!


others:
games in our own groups.


BEACH!


Arathana n her amma ingay vaa vaa


Andrew Anneh explaining

Thank u Jesus

Thank You Jesus!
Thank you for your love and mercy.

flag a cab

i flagged down a police cab thinking its it was cab. and the police car stopped and the policemen smiled at me! (: i was freaked out but i smiled. ah! what a day!

):

why do i get stuck in the middle while trying to help? how is it that a call gets directed somewhere else and someonelse spoke on the phone? Did you even make sure it was the right number before you raised your baseless assumption? what kind of prank was that that got me really worried about my loved one.

whatever it is, i hope my loved one does not get hurt. it just hurts me to see him without a smile. i want him and his girl to be happy and i will do anything for that.

i have been feeling so feverish and i get bad coughs at times but still i stood strong. even the doctor said, you are not allowing yourself to fall ill. i wish i get better. i should just fall ill and get it over and done with perhaps!

RAJ CALLED

Raj called me yesterday! His good friend Jeremy James is actually my second cousin! The son of the only guy whom i dislike in my mother's side of the family! DANNY! of all people!! Man, this country is really small i must say!

Shana called me again today! (: so glad to hear her say something! (: double yes AHH!! Im feeling really feverish but im happy!

i quit

i quit!

its harder than i expected!

i miss u

i miss you!

dad

Everyone wished me but YOU!

happy is meena

my phone is really going mad!

it goes off on its own.

it has a life of its own i believe!

annd i got scolded because it kept going off!

ITS NOT MY FAULT DAMNIT!

it was really rushing today.

took cab with little cash and NO ATM CARD!

(My ATM card was with the head.)

i had to get back home before the head comes back.

THANK ALMIGHTY HEAVENS,

it costs lesser than what i had. -phew-

i got back back replies to all those whom i had personally emailed.

was really nice to hear from them.

oh, i received many love from them.

YEAHS AHHHHH! (:

talked to prakash today! so reminds me of raj!

the same way of talking, everything also same same!

and he insists my mother is from india from the way she talks.

or rather the way she pronounced his name!

prakash is really funny! cuteness! (:

he brushed his teeth while on the phone with me!

im gonna be 21 soon! (: YAYNESS!

i miss.

i miss.

my throat painful.

my throat is painful ):

sorry peng!

IM SORRY SOCK PENG ):

help me jesus

i have disappointed you again. im sorry dearest J!

i love you most.

more than anything else in the world.

i know i have not been showing it in my actions.

please forgive me and fill me once again.

i wanna be filled by you.

forgive me.

DRAW ME CLOSE

Draw me close to You
Never let me go
I lay it all down again
To hear You say that I'm Your friend
You are my desire
No one else will do
'Cause nothing else could take Your place
To feel the warmth of Your embrace
Help me find the way
Bring me back to You
You're all I want
You're all I've ever needed
You're all I want
Help me know You are near

smile missing

i vent my anger for someone on someoneelse.

i felt damn bad! im really sorry!

the most stupid mistake i could make!

its sad to see happy people sad.

it just broke my heart to see you that way!

that smile was missing.

is tehre anyone out there

is there anyone out there cause its getting harder and harder to breathe!

growing up

two people within the last two weeks, have asked me how i am able to be so happy and smiley everyday. i just smiled and said that i am happy. But deep down inside, i dont know. many a time, i realise that i smile to cover up my sadness. of late, i have been really sad and worried. but no one knows. they get deceived by the smiles. and after a while, i feel like so hollow. its almost like living a lie. the feeling is bad. things are definitely not as simple as i thought it will be. Growing up sucks big time!

chocolate chip cookies

DID YOU SAY CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES? (:

shana is leaving

shana is leaving today.

to melbourne!

i really hope she likes it there.

i know there will be alot of emo stuff going on in the airport.

hugs and kisses mixed with tears.

im so happy for her that she is doing what she wants. (:

and yes i know i make it sound like

shana has been my bestie forever.

but she's one girl i got to know recently.

and yes, as what my cousin says,

its hard not to fall in love with her.

really wish the best for her!

TAKE CARE SHANA! (:

and just a random picure of me and my sister! (:

23 march 09

Oh how time flies!

thanks iqbal for coming down all the way from pasir ris to boon lay just to check if im alright! im super touched! (: i really value the time i had with you today. thanks for being a shoulder to cry on. and i felt so much better and i had a smile on my face once again! many thanks IQQQQQBAL! (:

and hidayah, for calling me and chatting with me. every call from you really makes my day! thanks so much bestie! (: i love you!

leeson plans

LESSON PLANS!

aunt meena

i really dont understand some people!

dont worry, we wont spoil your son!

thanks

i have been going out everyday.

meeting up with friends.

many of them whom i have not met for very long.

spending quality time.

IQBAL! It has been so long and im really glad that we met up.doing silly things llike running around and getting chased by dogs after disturbing them. you getting all so wacky after playing truth or dare. going up to random people and waving. am i glad to have known u and thanks for taking time to meet me dude! (:

JENN! sister from another father. im glad to have caught u trying to steal and stopped u from it. and i did get permission from u before i wrote this right! hahaha. one more time you even try to steal my heart, i will complain to the people in charge (_ _ _) and charge you with theft. i miss u girl! (:

PANDIJI! i miss u so much. im so glad i am going to meet up with u coming friday. u know just the thought of meeting up with u makes me feel like i have already met up with u and we have bitched, yacked, and done so many things together. i cant wait to do all that with u. and yes, i have so much to tell u and i beleive u do too! see u coming friday(:

HIDAYAH BABY! the one i love so very much! i have to have my weekly dose of u man. a pure joy to be with and i miss u so much. and the one who i can rely on anytime. my bestest best friend! i cant wait to meet u la babe. i know u are are very busy with the things going on and ur hol is coming up! yippee! im going like meet u everyday or ssomething man. -comatose. i will never wake up without a overdose of you!- (:

I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH! (:

complain queen

meena is complaining!

there is so much of assignments to do!

i dont like this at all!

fulfil prophecy

i was told that i look like an ape by my cousin.
Its a self fulfilling prophecy! FREAKY!
im gonna stop calling myself a monkey.
and stop others from doing that too!

pray

After so long i felt the touch of God.

my body felt like i just ran 10km.

i was perspiring in cold church.

my hands and legs grew weak and i felt that gentle touch.

the touch which said everything i wanted to hear.

that something familiar when everythingelse is alien.

i felt him. i cried. oh i love him so.

thank you for being my very present help when im in need.

By drawing closer to him, i also realise that i have more troubles in my way.

more obstacles that i need to cross.

more trials, tribulations and not to mention, temptations.

i really pray that you give me the strength i need Lord.

things complicated

why are things getting so complicated?