challengers 07

camp was great.
special thanks shall go to :
jaime.lina.grace.jason.syaz.kid who hanged out alot with us.
nice time with everyone =)

allyssa.pink.meena

pink.meena

blurred hid.meena

pink.meena

monyets rule. lina.meena

liz.meena

black rouge

syahira.meena

retard

boo and hoo

meena linache

chek whye.hid.meena.syahira.grace

check this out.

BR with gracie =)

yeah!

three.

gracie and jason. people whom we love.

the people.

last nite. meena.syahira

us.

yoohoooo

i am really tired and i want to sleep.

but i have to blog about this man.

went to the concert and Pastor Alvin Thomas was real good.

two thumbs up.

he was really funny and his voice was really superb man.
i was really touched by God.

it was so nice. gosh. the people were like really dancing and jumping.

so cute lah.
and i felt a change and i know i have to change some things.

touch some lives.

so i will be a irritant in some people's eye from now.

cause i will be pestering you. yoohoo.


and i love my Him so. =)

happy birthday.

its boy's birthday tmr!
but i cant wish him cause i lost all contact ever since i lost the hp number.
it was dumb of me, i know.
anyways, i shall wish him here for my own contentment.


Happy Birthday Boy! =)

mua and mua

vin and meena are the ugly ducklings in town.
yeap. we did it all for fun.
and as usual, it was disasterous.
one is bald and the other is i-dunno-how-to-describe-it.

i wish i could put a photo of the baldie here.
but of course i cant.
cause someone thinks that their identity should be kept a secret.
ooooo. thats right. a secret.

heh. and here are some photos of one of the ugly ducklings. meena is her name.=)

welcome to the corporate world.


allyssa and mua


syahira shakira.

fireworks

i just realised that i have lost the hp numbers of many friends when i transferred the numbers from my old hp to my new one. and now i feel so disconnected from them. its like altho theres like friendster and msn, it feels so different. so if you happen to be reading this, just message me your numbers guys. =)

and now, let me say about yesterday which is friday. it was a fun day at work. had some partying going on and the rest had drinks. of course i didnt. heh. and then they got high and they were talking all the adult stuff. so, hid and i quietly took our leave as we did not want to be there to hear that kinda talk. heh. slacked the day. and now i feel bad.

went to taka with hid to return books after werk. then we headed to watch the fireworks. we stood at the same spot for like 2 hours. and then it finally started. it was awesome man. really damn nice. and it was very windy too. the feeling was great. no wonder i love the place. and then of course we headed home. and i was so very tired i bathed and just slept without dinner. vin found the part where i slept without dinner to be really surprising because he said that i am like always eating and when i sacrificed the food for sleep, it felt really weird. heh.

and now i am kinda sleepy. i had gone to tekka in the morning. mummy and sis dragged me there. had to alter the indian suits that we sew in india. the fellas there are damn bad at sewing. they should just rob a bank if they need money instead of stealing money from us man. its insane! urgh! watevs man.

heh. but no use getting angry now. gosh my eyelids are getting heavy. i better take ma leave!
goodnite mates!

blablabaybehbla

okays. so the phone at home rang.
and i picked it up.
and instead of saying 'hello'
i said,
' hi, good morning, this is meena calling from...'
and then i realised this was the house phone
and i was not at work.
so dumb la.

and again, brother was at the door.
so i opened it.
and instead of opening the lock,
i smiled and said 'hello'.

like something is so wrong with me la.
i am like so confused man.

random things which happened today.

1. got a few really sweeet messages from friends. really made my day.
2. ate seafood banmian which tasted awesome. banquet rocks big time.
3. got a call from iqbal around 1 plus and it was because he was somewhere near city hall and was wondering if we could have lunch. Super nice rights. heh.
4. got a call from raj/taj. have no idea who.
   
5. the peeps at the office were like all sharing food during tea break. it was alot of crackers and titbits. hahaha. and it was nice to eat them. Hid had the most fun in this man. Heh.
6. i bought shampoo. yeahs.
7. this chinese boy aged maybe 4 ran up to me in the park and tapped my leg and smiled and said 'hello!' to me. i also do not have any idea who he is. but he was lovable.
8. i called this company in singapore and there was like bangra music as call waiting and then a chinese man who sounded like an ah-peh picked it up 'ALO..'
   
   
   
   

dream of everything

i had another weird dream.
was in a gig.
and of course i had to fall.
halim came to help me up.
all of people man.
HEH.
then, suddenly it was early morning.

vin, iqbal and i , hid and some other people were walking near esplanade.
and we saw many people who were wasted.
like so totally drunk was pink.
so stupid la. pink does not even drink can.
and also she was like dressed as if she went clubbing.
then we had to wake her up and we moved further on.
and this time i saw bala and hid.
i dunno how hid was with bala.
she was like with me and the clique a few moments ago only.

it was damn weird.
too weird for the weird meena to handle.
so she just woke up.

boohooyoohooo

the indian nus show was awesome.
it was damn funny and entertaining.
and oh there were like so many parts when they danced.
it was so cute.
and there was a meaning behind it.
Thats NUS for u.

and of course it is the first day at work today.
was okay i guess.
there were times when i really wanted to sleep.
and there were times when i was laughing non-stop.
i had to make calls to many countries.
and i have to admit the indian and japanese ones were the funniest.
gosh. i really giggled to myself in my seat.

and oh, having more hair is better than having little hair.
HEH.
someone is bald. BOO!

callout

and i dont understand why u choose to be so uncontactable.
appearing offline, not messaging. not calling.
does not prove a thing.

but it really makes me wonder how u can still contact all the rest
when u are like so out of my world.
whatever it is, i still love and miss you my friend!
hope ure doing good babe! =)

under my umbrella

under my umbrella.
went to padang to carry umbrella.
to supposedly make the largest flag.
heh. it was fun but it was hot.
and it so reminded me of the song by rihanna.

No clouds in my storms.

Let it rain, I had this game in a fame, coming down to the Dow Jones.
When the clouds come we gone
We roc-a-fella, we fly higher than weather and G 5's are better.

You know me, an anticipation, for precipitation, back chicks in the rainy day.
Rain man is back, with little miss sunshine, Rihanna where you at?

You had my heart.
And we'll never be world apart.
They be in magazines.
But you'll still be my star.
Baby, cause in the dark.
You can see shiny cars.
And that's when you need me there.
With you I'll always share.
Because…

When the sun shines, we'll shine together.
Told you I'll be here forever.
Said I'll always be a friend.
Took an oath, Ima stick it out till the end.
Now it's raining more than ever.
Know that we'll still have each other.
You can stand under my umbrella.

These funky things.
Will never come in between.
You're part of my entity
If for infinity.]
When the world has took us part.
When the world has done its cause.
If the hand is hard.
Together we'll mend your heart.
Because…

aisha and yours truly.

hand?

heh.

last day of attachment

today was the last day of attachment.
it ended so fast.
i really enjoyed all the times i spent there.
the kids were such darlings.
they were clinging on to me
and some asked
'u mean u will never ever come back here?'
'but i will miss you leh!'
'i give you my daddy number. u call can?'
'teacher meena, can u give me ur number?'
'can you come my house for my birthday?'

it was so cute lah.
and of course the bf was so affected by it.
i could see tears in his eyes when i was leaving.
and he gave me a kiss on my lips.
he is so gonna break many girls hearts when he grows up.
heh. Azym is so hot. heh.

photos. =)

the bf and me.

kelly and me =)

azym.

azym and ezzat. mixed kids are the coolest thigns ever.

every hottie needs his rest.

.........

F.O.P was just so awesome. i really enjoyed it man. went with sista, sharon and zara. total coolness. could feel God moving amidst the crowd. loved it so so much.

sunday was not a blast. i felt tired i guess. after church had to head to granny's. We went there to convince her to go for a op which she simply refuses to go. Hope she will change her mind. She has to.

stayed up the whole night to do the portfolio. was so stressed and gastric pain was killing me. but i had to go on. Finally, reached school and alot of drama happened which i cant possibly write here. Many people helped me today for the assignment. One such person was Shan. she was really helping me to put my portfolio in order. was kinda touched by it. I was going blank due to stress.

and of course, it was over once we handed in the werk. i vommited about 4 times. suddenly got sick and i felt horrible. Really like my whole stomach was going insane. i really really need to thank LIZ, PINK and FAZZIE for like taking care of me and bearing with me. i was such an ass i know. but they were so damn sweet la. thank u so much babes. i really from the bottom of my heart value ur time with me.

came home and puked and then slept for like 7 hours. i think i was too stressed that i could take anything anymore. which is why my body went haywire and i needed to charge my battery. HEH.

i am only going to spend two more days with the kids. i am so gonna miss them once this ends.

F.O.P

so what if u are a dancer?

so what if girls are after you?

so what if you yourself think so highly of yourself?

i dont feel like adding a moronic person like you.

and there is nothing that can change my mind.

now that i have it off my chest,

let me say about my happenings.

well, its just a week more to go before attachment ends.

and i am so gonna miss my kids.

i am looking forward to Festival of Praise.

WOOHOOO!

and yes, it was a tough decision to make.

to go F.O.P or to BAYBEATS which i have been like

waiting a whole year for.but well,

nothing can beat the presence of God.

so, i am going F.O.P.

gonna have a rocking time with THE MAN. =)