pam pink and meeena

Learning to breathe

I'm learning to crawl

I'm finding that you

and you alone can break my fall

had a short day at school today. tutorial was really good. at least we had stuff to do instead of sitting down and listening to our dearest Mrs Koh whisper some very valuable information into our heads while we are busy chatting about where we are going after class is over.

slacked with pam and pink after school. and pam was saying she likes the name kevin and i liked vin and pink liked kenneth. i mean the difference is so big lah. vin and kevin are like so similar. but KENNETH? a lil too wide a gap, dont u think?

and then came the time where all the three of us learnt a valuable lesson which is not to flag for cab at the back gate bus stop. i think we had waited for ard 30 to 40 minutes. it was tiring i tell you. and then pam was like saying her prayer loud enough for me to hear. '' God, please send me a cab.''

and then we waited.

waited.

and waited.

and we saw a silvercab heading our way. we were really hoped it would stop. but as the cab approached us, we saw the driver digging for the sign thing which says the location of where the cab is heading. our faces showed signs of anxiety. and then we saw it. boldly written, WOODLANDS. it was exactly the place where our lil darling pam had to go. hows that for a prayer being answered? heee.

blogging

i have alot of things on my mind. some issues that i wanna talk about and some which i just wanna avoid. things i wanna talk about but situation is just not right. something is just missing. and of course there are things which i dont wanna talk about but it keeps coming up.

sometimes, i think that its only me who feels a certain way. but when i blog-hopped today, i realised that hey, i am not all that different. its good to know people too face similar problems and its enlightening to see how they see the whole situation in a total new way. oneof the posts in iqbal's blog really cheered me up. it was kinda deep but very true.

i love reading blogs.

wacky wed

wednesday was well, wacky i guess. it started out great. class was not too hard to handle. when i say too hard to handle, i mean it was not too boring that i had to fight the evil inside of me to stay awake. it was OKAY. but then again, i guess it was okay only because i was so busy drawing on my book and on my hands. oh whatevs!

after class was over, went to grab some sandwich and ate with pretty carina, sya and pink( who was not feeling too good.)then pink left for home. i decided to help out at the SU booth. sya and carina did the amb duty. it was really fun helping out at the SU booth. but i really hated this indian laydee there. she is from SDAR i think. she was really very irritating. i just dint like her and i also later realised that many of the people there dint like her too. so i am not mean to not like her and all u know.

and so duty ended and i deicided to meet allyssa and faz first before going to the dancefloor. yes yes. all thanks to much who gave us the tix. i boarded 52 to go bishan to meet them. and i just couldnt help but notice this guy with long hair get it. and yes, it was paultwohill. and then of course we could here the engine starting and off we went. so the bus ride seemed pretty normal until it slowed like all of a sudden and stopped. the lights went off. OKAY. pretty normal. then it started again and off we went again. 3-4 minutes later, it happened again.

well, now, it was getting to me. i mean i was getting late. i wanted to go to the dancefloor and the bus is like making me late. and u know me, i feel like laughing whenever something good OR bad happens to me. actually, i do laugh when nothing happens to me too. but anyways, the bus started and i was like really hoping it will not stop nimore. but it did. and this time, we had to go down and wait in the middle of the freakin highway. how dumb! then of course another 52 came and we got in. i was so tired by then.

i leaned on the bus standing as i could not get a seat in the already packed bus. the bus was like going at such a slow speed, i believe that i could have reached bishan if i had like crawled there or something. and then finally i met allyssa and faz. and the time was like 7 plus. and we decided NOT to go to the dancefloor afterall as it was too late. i was so damn tired. we headed to coffeebean and then i felt that i was near heavens gates when i said down on those chair.it was so comfortable. i wanted to sleep.

but thanks to both fazzie and allyssa who really woke me up with their stories and jokes. it was really funny. really cracked me up man. i really enjoyed the time with them. and oh iqbal came along. hahaah. this iqbal is not the one i know. its fazzie's BF. he is really shy but seems really nice. he so sweet la. came down after work to see the madgirl named fazzie to give her chocs. so sweet aint it? haha. then we left the place.

i was thinking that it was going to be a lonely journey home. but guesswhat? MY friend IQBAL came into the train ! hahaha. then it was a crazy journey home. really fun. then he got off at cck to meet vin. i headed home. i was really tempted to join them when he invited me tho. but NO! it would be fatal to go with them at that time. they get high at night. there will confirm be people laughing and peeing in their pants while laughing at their jokes.

and so i reached home at ard 11 plus. and boy was i glad that there was no school the next day!

awesome first day

first day of school was simply splendid. had fun in school. and yes.will have tues and thurs off the whole day now till week 7. awesome man!! i loved my day!! =))

first days

nithya has gone india. one less bestie with me now. -sighs- hope she finds nice friends. the whole idea of living in another country without your parents and in a hostel with ur friends sounds really cool. but i dont think i can ever manage tho.

okay. change of topic now. tmr is the first day of year 3!! thats right, YEAR 3!!! its exciting man. exciting yes but then again, i dont really want it to start as well. i have got used to hols man. also, i always feel anxious about first days. its like a new start. but thing is, i dont want it to end. seriously man, poly life is just so short. it ends before u even know it. and i know we will graduate in no time which is like scary. but oh wells, lets take one step at a time and go thru the first day well.

random yet again

i forgot to mention that i had gone to the city harvest service. they had this drama thing. kinda nice. and their clothes were all so nice la. so olden days.

draw me close to you - sonicflood

i was like really really bored. so i was going thru the songs that i have. then i saw this song which i never knew i had. its draw me close to you. it is such a great song. i fell in love with the song the moment i heard it. it really speaks every word of my heart.

i have not been praying and reading the bible. i felt distanced. then when i heard this song, i was just so overwhelmed man. i could feel the presence of God just surounding me. i really wanna just commit myself into God again. i wanna have a proper QT. i just wanna be daddy's girl.

'Lord, help me to be what you want me to be. Its tough and i just can't do it on my own. i need you. there is no life without you. please help me. speak to me.'

Draw me close to you.
Never let me go.
I lay it all down again.
To hear you say that im your friend.
You´re my desire.
No one else will do.
Cause no one else can take the place.
To fill the warmth of your embrace.
Help me find a way.
To bring me back to you.

You are all i want.
You are all i have ever needed
You are all i want.
Help me know you´re near.

a day with nithya

met up with nithya babes today. had fun catching up and all. we watched the freedom writers. it was nice man. then we ate at swensens. fish and chips is good but is alot man. cant finish. and oh i suddenly want to eat pork. heee.

good times

camp was awesome.. dont really know what i did for each day. haha. but it was really fun. some random shots of the camp.











and those were just a few of the many photos that we took. lazy to upload siah.

easter was great. i know many will not believe this but really I WAS DARKER. its true!! and i had to wear this white indian costume to church. i looked nigga man. trust me. had good food to eat. came home and slacked.

monday was good too. went to bb to collect camp photos from syahira. but guess what. the pics came up to 1 gb. so we could not burn it onto a cd. and hid and ira aslo had to rush off. so we decided to meet up on tues. i am meeting darling nithya on tues. cant wait!! then will be meeting my dearest syahira and hidayah!!

camp

back from foc. damn fun. update laters. =)