we all lead separate lives now.
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Sunday, February 17, 2008
from the inside out
A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out
Friday, February 15, 2008
blackie
i was just about to blog about blackie and he just came and licked me all over. so heres blackie. a friend's dog but my brother always brings it home nowadays. Blackie is so lovable. and i still dont quite know why he is called blackie. yeah. but whatever rite. i like blackie man. when i have my own home, i will also have a dog. =)
Monday, February 11, 2008
THE SUCKIEST DAY
some days suck. and i can assure you tat today sucked big time! well, woke up at like three to get ready for the kinda house warming thing for my aunt, Aunt meena( hindu side). so we had to dress in whatever she bought for us. mine was orange man. ORANGE. i am dark and i need a orange? oh yes, i did! so off we wore that and we headed to the house.
The prayers started. it was boring to the extent that i could have jumped off the daymn building with a note saying 'boredom kills'. but it was really interesting to see how the priest did and made the people do. sometimes, they just followed whatever the priest asked them to. personally, if i were them, i would wanna know why exactly am i doing the things that i have been told to do. cause i need conviction. i refuse to do things for the sake of it.
so ya, my mother, my sister and i were not at all involved in any of the prayers. =) but it was a new experience la. prayers were finally over and it was time to eat. i ate two idli. i was really hungry. but i don really fancy idlis or i kept it at two. and then it was boredom all over again. ruban was sleeping on the bed and before long, i had also got on the bed making myself very comfortable in a corner. this is so the monkey see monkey so thing. so i got a few numbers from ruban to prank people. it was so fun man. all the unknown numbers were there in my phone.
but i could not sleep. after like keeping myself alive for 4 hours enduring the painful nothingness that boredom had to offer, i finally got ready to meet BLACK ROUGE. the time with BR was so fun. =) until, my relatives had to spoil it. See, we were watching this movie and i got a phonecall form aunt rosemary. she wanted the address of my hindu granny. so i had to find that out for her. so, the only person contactable was ruban. so i took out my phone and saw the calls received and i messaged to the last number which i supposed was ruban's cause he had called earlier to speak to my magic uncle. i msged that i needed the addy and asked if it was possible for him to ask my mum to call aunt rosemary. he replied me 'who's this?'. then i messaged him back a message similar to the first one and said i was in a hurry.. 'who's this' was all the reply i got.
I WAS SO PISSED! i was in a freaking movie and my aunt was on one side telling me that i gotta get the address and ruban still had the cheek to play with me.
called the number and was to shout man seriously. and guess what? it was not ruban. it was suresh. the arrogant cousin. then i still can think he was taking ruban's hp. so i still can ask where ruban was. and then it dawned upon me that this was not ruban's number. after thinking so much, i realised that my magic uncle had used my phone to call his beloved son suresh.
OMG!! i was like actually talking to suresh. of all people. suresh. ARROGANT GUY! passed phone to liz and asked her to do the talking cause i am so not gonna talk to cocky people. i still did not get the info i needed. called my sis for help. she screamed at me saying she cant help. Called brother and he did not pick up the phone. like how in the world was i supposed to contact my mum to get the address man?
Amidst all these, BR was like so freaking bored watching the movie that we got out of the daymn theatre. yes, we did. the movie was damn boring. DAYMN boring. so we got out and we kept walking and i kept thinking on what to do. got a phonecall from my aunt rosemary saying that she wanted the address right now. i got so pissed i almost wanted to shout man. dont tell me what to do. i am not obliged to help anyone woman. Thank God it was over when i called my brother for the thousandth time and he finally picked it up.
it almost drive me crazy when people cannot even bother to help u just a little bit when u need it. anyway, i am really glad that its all over man. i don need to feel so bored anymore as i am out of clementi. =)
the people.
the priest.
akka. =)
mummy =)
ruban. =)
nayagan =)
ruban.indian.
yours truly wearing ruban's NCC uniform =)
The prayers started. it was boring to the extent that i could have jumped off the daymn building with a note saying 'boredom kills'. but it was really interesting to see how the priest did and made the people do. sometimes, they just followed whatever the priest asked them to. personally, if i were them, i would wanna know why exactly am i doing the things that i have been told to do. cause i need conviction. i refuse to do things for the sake of it.
so ya, my mother, my sister and i were not at all involved in any of the prayers. =) but it was a new experience la. prayers were finally over and it was time to eat. i ate two idli. i was really hungry. but i don really fancy idlis or i kept it at two. and then it was boredom all over again. ruban was sleeping on the bed and before long, i had also got on the bed making myself very comfortable in a corner. this is so the monkey see monkey so thing. so i got a few numbers from ruban to prank people. it was so fun man. all the unknown numbers were there in my phone.
but i could not sleep. after like keeping myself alive for 4 hours enduring the painful nothingness that boredom had to offer, i finally got ready to meet BLACK ROUGE. the time with BR was so fun. =) until, my relatives had to spoil it. See, we were watching this movie and i got a phonecall form aunt rosemary. she wanted the address of my hindu granny. so i had to find that out for her. so, the only person contactable was ruban. so i took out my phone and saw the calls received and i messaged to the last number which i supposed was ruban's cause he had called earlier to speak to my magic uncle. i msged that i needed the addy and asked if it was possible for him to ask my mum to call aunt rosemary. he replied me 'who's this?'. then i messaged him back a message similar to the first one and said i was in a hurry.. 'who's this' was all the reply i got.
I WAS SO PISSED! i was in a freaking movie and my aunt was on one side telling me that i gotta get the address and ruban still had the cheek to play with me.
called the number and was to shout man seriously. and guess what? it was not ruban. it was suresh. the arrogant cousin. then i still can think he was taking ruban's hp. so i still can ask where ruban was. and then it dawned upon me that this was not ruban's number. after thinking so much, i realised that my magic uncle had used my phone to call his beloved son suresh.
OMG!! i was like actually talking to suresh. of all people. suresh. ARROGANT GUY! passed phone to liz and asked her to do the talking cause i am so not gonna talk to cocky people. i still did not get the info i needed. called my sis for help. she screamed at me saying she cant help. Called brother and he did not pick up the phone. like how in the world was i supposed to contact my mum to get the address man?
Amidst all these, BR was like so freaking bored watching the movie that we got out of the daymn theatre. yes, we did. the movie was damn boring. DAYMN boring. so we got out and we kept walking and i kept thinking on what to do. got a phonecall from my aunt rosemary saying that she wanted the address right now. i got so pissed i almost wanted to shout man. dont tell me what to do. i am not obliged to help anyone woman. Thank God it was over when i called my brother for the thousandth time and he finally picked it up.
it almost drive me crazy when people cannot even bother to help u just a little bit when u need it. anyway, i am really glad that its all over man. i don need to feel so bored anymore as i am out of clementi. =)
the people.
the priest.
akka. =)
mummy =)
ruban. =)
nayagan =)
ruban.indian.
yours truly wearing ruban's NCC uniform =)
Thursday, February 07, 2008
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