tuesday aur wednesday

tuesday. followed syahira to the ssdc to register for driving. first time i went there. there were like so many people there. it was sort of fun. then we headed to junction8. we ate at mac. we were like really full man. then we went to collect ira's photo. she was looking great as always. then we headed to esplanade. we were like two dumb kids man. we were bored so we played scissors paper stone and both our hands got like really red cause we had to like slap each other's hands. it was so painful. but it was fun. we went home from with like really red hands. and we both agreed that it was fun BUT painful.

wednesday. went to SU for meeting. met the crazy babes lina, jaime, steph and michelle. it was fun man. then after the meeting, me, hid and sya left to eat. so we headed to causewaypt. we had like tom yum ban mian and spicy u mian. was okay la. as usual, i loved my tom yum flavour. but could not eat finish man. it was like such a huge bowl. then i saw Shahirah and Shana! what a coincidence man. chatted with them for a while. then headed home sweet home.

gosh. i am really gonna rest well man. and oh, my dad bought me a keyboard. hee.. so am gonna be playing it like till i get bored all over again..

hols are no good!

i am a happy girl.

things are fine now.

glad that bro's okay.

Grandpa's one year death anniverary coming.

camp is also coming soon.

dont really have the mood.

i feel so weird now man.

really want holidays to end.

hospital

bro is in hospital.

so much of drama going on.

things are left hanging.

everyone is stressed!

and i have no one to talk to.

i hate this situation.

sum 41

okay.. and so my mother thought that i was listening to some bhangra music when i was actually listening to sum 41. i mean sum 41 and bhangra are like worlds apart. and guess what. she actually sang along to the ''hey! hey! hey!'' part of the song no reason- sum41. gosh! imagine that! what other sign does anyone need to show that the world is heading towards disaster?-gasps-

SUM 41 LYRICS

"No Reason"

All of us believe

That this is not up to you

The fact of the matter is

That it's up to me

Hey, Hey, Hey

Hey, Hey, Hey

Let's Go

How can we fake this anymore (anymore)

Turn our backs away, and choose to just ignore (choose to just ignore)

(Some say) Some say it's ignorance

It makes me feel some innocence

(Some say) It takes away a part of me

But I won't let go

Tell me why can't you see, it's not the way (not the way)

When we all fall down, it will be too late

Why is there no reason we can't change (no reason)

When we all fall down, who will take the blame

What will it take

Nothing could ever be this real (be this real)

A life unsatisfied that I could never feel (I could never feel)

(Some say) This future's not so bright

Some can't make the sacrifice

(Some say) It's much more than just black and white

And I won't follow

get well

i just can't seem to contact pink at all man.

i really was like trying to figure how her father was.

heard from Hid that he is okay.

Thank God he is okay.

hope he recovers really soon.

visit to grannys

went to my granny's place.the people were all there. we were listening to the christian songs and deciding which ones to put for the one year death anniversary for my grandpa. i listened to the really really old tamil christian songs and they were like so nice to listen to man. like so pure and the words like from the bottom of the heart. classic man.

after that, patti, jay, aaron, david, rachel and i went to the other granny's place. met her and chat with her for a while. it was good to see her man. i really think old people are like strong inside. my grandma for example, she lost her husband on 31/3/06 and lost her brother on 13/4/06. thats like within 2 weeks from each other. and she is still like going strong. it really amazes me on how she just leaves it to God and goes on. Sometimes, when things do not go our way, we really question God. We ask him why things went that way and why He dint do anything to prevent it. Then again, we have to ask ourselves ' who are we to question the one who created you?'

okay. i think im going off-topic. hmm. well, after visiting the other grandma, david, aaron, rachel and i went to hougang mall. we were like going crazy man. we walked around like for so long until we got really really tired. then we headed back home. and then of course, the aunties have lots of food stuff to give my mum. so i had to transport it back home to my mum. haa. came home ard 11. really tired.

results

results are out!

the results were kinda good despite me slacking all the way.

i hope my dad gives me cash as reward for my results!

random stuff

okay. and so i did chat with my brother for the first time in msn. it was very weird i tell you. it seems like a normal conversation but its really far from normal. its weird. it goes like this.

sasi says:
hi
sasi says:
hey, im out nw at lan shop
meena says:
ian shop?
sasi says:
lan, computer shop with joe
meena says:
oh okay
meena says:
u coming home tonight?
sasi says:
playing game
sasi says:
dun know what time i cum home, maybe very late, leave the keys by the table
meena says:
okie..
meena says:
its there by the table..
meena says:
have fun playing games. LOL.
sasi says:
u
sasi says:
2
sasi says:
bye bye bye bye

That was the convo. now, i viewed all the people who had viewed me. and i found this person who happened to be Filipindian(Half Indian/half Filipino). that person wrote 'I would also like to live one day in the shoes of a shoe' under the about me area. i felt that the sentence was pretty interesting.

i am being so random. i am so bored. oh i did not go to the sentosa outing.dint really feel like it. heeee. but wanna go out with the people who have been not-so-active in my life.

good camp

camp was good!

photo time baybeh!

Black Rouge

babes in blue

sleeping

me n allyssa

devils

randomness

eh. balls.

balls 2

balls 3

the united four. BLACK ROUGE

the people

timon and me

steph darling n me

only hid and me were to be on the photo.

that kinda explains why the rest of their

faces are distorted.

shingo and me

kelvin me romeo

reeena n meeena

meena hidayah lina

lina meena

monyets

half ira.kid.meena.hid

me jun wei

me iggy

me gilbert

far me

fabian me

chek whye me

me din

din me

booked in yet?

here i am.
i should have already booked in by now.
but i did not do so.
i am not in the mood for camp.
BR supposed to spend the night out today.
but i did not go.
was really really tempted to tho.
but i chose not to go.
just had this feeling that i shouldnt go.
pls tell me i made the right decision.

i am like supposed to book in tmr.
i still have not packed.
maybe i shant book in tmr too.
i dunno man.

church was good today.
i was more like reading the bible instead of listening to the sermon.
i dint know got so many rules during the old times man.
the sentence for almost any sin was like death.
scary man.

i am so bored. oh i know.
i could go read my new book.
have been into reading novels recently.
am addicted.