happy burthday

i realized that sometimes, i just cant be bothered to feel certain emotions. for example, when sean accidentally deleted all my photos and all my songs from the lappie while trying to change some of my settings, i was in no mood to get angry. haha. but the look on his face was funny tho. and sometimes, some of the jokes that people say are funny and it tickles me but i no mood to laugh. and sean was telling me that i am the one who needs to be configured and not my lappie. ahh whatevs!

THURSDAY Was SYAHIRA's Birthday! haha. it was so much of fun surprising her at her home. haha. we took many photos also. but i am just too lazy to upload. some other time i guess. and i love people who are born in this week. =)

Happy Birthday SYAHIRA, AUNT MARY, PANDIJI! =)

tired of it.

did not go to school today for lessons. but i still did go to school to see the children of caterpillar cove having a full dress rehearsal for their graduation concert.it was really good. had fun with pink. then i headed to lil india to meet my akka cause she wanted to go for threading and to buy her friend a gift. so we went and got her friend a perfume. and i still think that men perfume smell so much nicer than ladies ones.

and i really cannot take it anymore. why do problems come together all at once? i am tired of fighting it. tired of feeling it. i am just so tired. =(

from the inside

i hate this moment.
i really wanna scream.

bloody hell.

never in all my life have i ever felt so left out.
i cant believe they had to speak mandarin for the whole bloody discussion.
and they dont even realise not everyone is involved.
if u dont wanna compromise, im sorry but i am
just not interested to contribute even a single idea for the discussion.
i have been compromising all my life.
and i dont intend to keep doing that.
goodbye to you if u dont wanna compromise.

jason birthday

saturday was tiring. first had to go to school for EOP test. so stupid. i left the moment they said we could leave. then hidayah, pink and i headed down to PS to celebrate jason's birthday with grace. and so we bought brownies as a substitute for a birthday cake. heh. and so, we all headed for lunch and had lots of fun. and hidayah had to leave after lunch. so, jason, pink,grace and i headed for the arcade. i only played the shooting thing which i love so much. i hate hate hate the driving thing. i cant control anything man. maybe that is the reason why i refuse to take a car license although my daddy said that he will sponsor me. it was fun day with them.

and then i headed home to get ready to go to my sister's friends house for deepavalli. and i saw my ex-schoolmate vanessa. not cheena babi but another vanessa. what a coincidence man. she was the ex-colleague of my sister's friend. heh. small world eh. then of course we chilled and talked and then ate to our hearts content and left for home soon after. it was a tiring day but i had fun! =)

the people


the brownies


grace and me


jason.


jason 2.

deepavalli boredom

Deepavalli is really a tiring day for me.
its tiring cause there is nothing to do at all at my hindu granny's place.
its exhausting to sit and act like i am such a homely person.
omg. its insane. and then they all have weird conversations
going on and i have like almost NOTHING to say at all.
and i cant like talk much to my guy cousins cause they are guys.
and actually, i got nothing to talk to them also.
the only guy cousin i can talk to is like ruban.
and i have this aunt who keeps asking me to wear the shawl thing
in such a way that it covers my whole front and thus
hiding the whole design in the front.
for goodness sake, i aint wearing anything which is obscene.
its a punjabi suit for heavens sake.
and the food is like briyani with chicken and mutton yet again.
am so bored of all these yearly stuff.
so so so so so boring. it drives me insane.
thank God this years deepavalli is over. for me at least.


keertana and me

da jie and me

good times rool

Good Times

Put down the magazine and get off the phone
Cuz theres a place I wanna show u and it wont take long
Take a ride
Take a ride

Its lookin like we're getting there
Over here, comin clear
Place that has no rhymes, or times, or crimes
Just good times
Just good times

Take me away
To a place where the good times good times roll
Don't let me stay
In a place where this hate can steal my soul

Got myself worked up over nothing today
All this trash in my head I gotta throw it away
Its alright
Its alright

Its lookin like we're getting there
Over here, comin clear
Place that has no rhymes, or times, or crimes
Just good times
Just good times

Take me away
To a place where the good times good times roll
Don't let me stay
In a place where this hate can steal my soul

This is it, I'm finally here
And all the blurry lines are clear
And everything that I cant see
Seems to make more sense to me
Why the hell cant I just let it go, let it go, yeah

Take me away (away)
where the good times good times roll (roll)
Don't let me stay (stay)
where this hate can steal my soul

Let the good times roll
Let the good times roll (take me away)
Let the good times roll (take me away)
Let the good times roll