National healing campaign

went to the National Healing Campaign after many many obstacles. IT WAS POWER! really man. loved the worship. and then. highlight- Prophet TB Joshua came and sermon started. fooyuh! took me a while to understand what he said. his accent was thick man. I loved the sermon. was about how people tend to always find a solution to any problem to just solve it temporarily. He mentioned that we should instead find the cause for the problem and then go into finding the solution for the problem. Only then will we find a lasting solution.

after sermon ended. miracles happened! GOODNESS. IT WAS AWESOME. the lame started to walk just like that. Prophet TB Joshua just held the hand of the people who needed healing and he just went like '' do u believe Jesus will heal u? then when the people replied yes, he just held their hands and just sort of blew and said '' you are healed. Jesus has healed u.''

I was seriously standing there in astonishment. i mean. ARGH. i dunno man. its just so hard to describe. One moment u are lame and before u even realise, u are walking! POWER man. then was the spirit binding part. GOSH! i was damn scared till i cried. people who were all LOOKING so normal had spirits of various animals in themm. It was scary how the spirit in them just rose and many people were shaking and doing all sorts of things. One man even rolled doen the stairs. scary man.

there were so many people in the centre. like around 40 people with spirits. they were all shaking , moving and jumping and screaming. then Prophet TB Joshua said that there were 53 different kind of spirits in the place. i was really very scared. not only because i saw the spirits in others but also i was scared that i had another spirit in me. it sounds silly now but really man, when i was there, i really was hoping that i do not have any such spirit. haa. THANK GOD I did not have any animal spirits in me. HAA.

then then. there was this indian couple. they were there fer healing. the lady said in front of everyone that she and her husband had AIDS and that they hope that Jesus will cure them. then, TB Joshua looked at the indian man and went, '' you were the reason why ur wife has AIDS. Look at what u have done .. '' then the indian man tried to defendhimself saying''i did not know..'' then Prophet TB Joshua said '' you should know.! u are a conscious sinner. and tell me when you know.'' went on to pray for the wife and toold her that it was not her fault at all that she had AIDS.

haio. this was just one case. there were plenty of them man. i am really glad that God healed the people and i could witness it. increases my faith more.

Birthday wishes to my darlings Allyssa and Zara!

daily life

Fri met up with nithya for dinner. Met at Lot 1 but ended up going to causeway point to have dinner at pastamania. Super fun catching up with her. and she was just so sweet man. she got me a christmas present. LOL. so cute man. and boy is she busy travelling around the world and spending MORE of her Dad's money!! haa.

Sat went Escape themepark with Shinin Starz ( vaneet and timothy joined in). It was really fun. and oh there were many malay gyus in charge of the games and all. Almost all malay. haha. hmm.. not really making a statement but just saying what i saw. haa. had good fun man. but was damn tired after that.

after Escape, we headed to Christchurch to watch a christian musical " Heaven's gate. Hell's flames." It was a tamil one. kinda nice. and being drama as i always am, i cried in the first scene itself when 'christ' was carrying the cross. Really good show.

Sun went to church. practiced for the christmas show. Sharon taught us the dikir barat steps. Super cute. and oh the guys were making funny sounds which actually turned out well. HAA. Went northpoint with mum after church which happened to end early fer that day. Ate my favourite tom yam soup. DELICIOUS man.

Mon i was waiting at clementi mrt station for my mum so that we can go to my granny's place to visit her as she had an eye surgery. so i waited.. from 4.10 ALL the way till 4. 45.

Somewhere around this time, i saw a malay guy.

He was walking towards my area.

He was smiling.

He was smiling right at me.

I looked closely.

Who could that guy be?

Then, it dawned upon me that it was Aidil.

Aidil,junior from BVSS.

I smiled back at him.

i waved at him.

Then, suddenly the malay guy's facial expression changed.

He looked surprised.

I looked closer at him as he walked nearer.

He looked at his friends and they were all like putting their hands around him.

Then i realised, the malay guy was NOT aidil!

he was someone else.

someone whom i Do not know.

That guy together with his friends smiled and then went into the mrt.

and to end this stupid experience,

they all smiled and said ' BYE!' to me when they left.

LOL. super dumb man. i really thought it was my friend aidil. he was smiling at me for goodness sake. what a loser man. but well, guess i was the biggest LOSER afterall. haa. so embarassing. wrong person!

replies to tags:

gene- hahaha. exactly. scary thing!

vam- hmmm.. well, hmm.. u ask nithya lah. u never ask her out mah.. hee.

zara-hey u. i did write u a testimonial? cant remember. and oh saw vin in the mrt it seems. good for u. bad for him.

midori- yeah babe. OMG. bet u will love it as ur pet.

bala- hahah. now u do. actually, i am mixed breed. heeee.

nithya- what can i say? they are indian guys. i ought to be scared of them.

jaime- yea sure.=)

hid- when theres a will, theres a way.

vin- waking up to u never felt so real. haa. loser!

den- hahaha. what can i say. even losers win at times.

jenn- i had it already. thanks ahh..

spiders.

OMG.! there was this BIG spider in the class and it scared the shit outta my chinese teacher. HAA! she screamed so damn loud man. it was huge and no one knew where it came from. eew. scary man. the children were all so drama lah. were like '' EEEE!!! SPIDER!!! RUN!!'' and no one dared to go near it.

we called for the housekeeper and she came to catch a spider which she thought was small. then her facial expression totally changed when she saw how big it actually was. HAA. i was damn funny man. she was like ' WAH. so big!' then she carefully caught the spider and kept it in a container which was sealed. and from then, the spider was the talk of the day. EVERYONE from the teachers to the children were going crazy over it. HAA.

ITS A SPIDER DAY.

the spider looks small here but it was actually big man.

tags

I AM HAPPY!

replies to tags:

van - err.. that sounds more like you!

zara - hahahahaha.. he told me already. LOL. it was MORE THAN obvious.! and yeah its boring yea.

hid - yeah man! OKAY WELL, heres fer you! ENGLAND AHHH!

sean - HAAA! i Like LEH!! and pls dont nudge me in msn convos. its damn IRRITATING!

vin - hmm. okay. if u insist..

jenn - oh yah. we have met up adi. haha. and yeah babes. thank YOU for being a great friend!

vam - hahaha.. it bugged me many. haa. i miss you also la okay.. hahahah.. and nithya just gotta know my blog. haha.

nithya - heya babes. thanks so much mayn. SEC school friends rawk BIG TIME. love u lots!! cant wait fer FRI!!! DINNER DATE!!

bala - hahaha. cheered up already..

hid - wah. like river siah ur love fer me. hahaha..

faz - hahha. i loved the danzation. SUPER NICE!

zara - hahahaha. loved it man. u ahh. next time bring bucket wherever u go.

Den - hahaha. just trying to say that u are smart ryte. u win lah.. SMART! that u are.

SINGAPORE BOTANIC GARDENS

went to the Singapore Botanic Gardens. was supposed to reach at 9 but pink and me reached at 8 10am. how friggin early is that hah. we went to explore the place. went to the swan lake and i have no idea why but i kept having the feeling that i was gonna fall into the lake. SCARY man. then my body will suddenly jerk to '' prevent myself from falling into the lake''. HAA.

after exploring the place, we headed to the entrance to wait up fer the rest. then we officially started our field trip. we had a talk fer ard 30 minutes. then my class went to the rainforest. SIALAH. SO MANY MOSQUITOS. all biting here and there. hahaha.

was damn thirsty man. then, BR went to eat there while the rest of the class went off somewhere. and oh, now was the most fun part in the whole of the field trip. BR saw these 4 ang moh kids. SO CUTE. then was THIS BOY, he went '' hey girls! wanna go for a walk?'' to the two girls with him and another guy. LOL!!

thats it. He caught out attention with that one sentence!! then BR went over and talked. n the kid was like more than happy that we talked to them. then we took photos and videos of them. they so willingly posed fer us. and we heard from the maid that they dont take photos with other people should they ask to take photo of them but they were so happy when we did. HAA!she was also rather surprised at the fact that the children we really enjoying themselves talking to us.

HAA. thats EARLY CHILDHOOD EDUCATORS FOR YOU!all in all, i had fun. =) wil be going to my cousin's wedding later.


thats mimi and max =)

blog

i dont know what to blog.

cause when i want to say what i want to say, people dont bother to read or listen.

when i dont, they ask me why.

they want an explanation.

contradicting.

i miss vanessa soh. thats my cheena babes!

i miss jenn. my mind reader.

i miss nithya.bubblegum.



its a two way thing. remember that.

glory defined

been going thru some major problems. did not tell anyone about it at all. i was really breaking down. i went to church today. smiling at everyone as usual. playing with the kids and learning the dance steps for the christmas show. then after sermon. pastor prayed. i totally broke down and almost caused a flood when i heard the words '' you are broken due to some problems. people are saying many things. don't look at them....'' and many more personal things.

seriously man. whenever i am down, HE is always there. he is always there at my side be it good or bad. now, i somehow feel i can pull through no matter what comes in the way. i am really amzaed at how HE can understand so well without me even saying a single word.

There's always a better way

there's always a bridge that needs crossings

there's always the straight and the narrow

the wide and the shallow

But I know that you're guiding me

and the best is yet to come

You've given me hope for tomorrowand I know some day

Chorus

I'll wake up to find Your glory defined

and I will finally bow at your feet

I will lift up your name in honor and praise

when I cross over Jordan I know that I'll be running home to you

It's always the simple things

it's always the obvious that crashes over me

It's always in front of me

it helps me to remember

this is what I live for and I can't wait

Chorus

there's never a question in your message

never a moment without your presence

there's never a doubt in my mind

that I'll

days of our life.

chilled with the Mark, Russell, Micheal, Gilbert, Midori And Hidayah on thurs at Al Azar. LOL. super funny man they all.

a few stuff to mark the day

• our dearest HIDAYAH dropping her tulang.
• meeting KFC guy in Al Azhar.
• Micheal's and Gilbert's starbucks secret.
• me and hidayah being the greatgrandparents of the family.
• Mark's and Russell's non-stop jokes.
• midori's superfast eating speed.
• our tasteless food.
• gilbert's mouth while eating the tulang. what a sight mayn!

and slackd with the guys and Hidayah today at starbucks also. super funny man their jokes. LOL.! laugh until the staff came to shut us up! That's the loud mouthed people fer u! reached home at 12 15 i think. haa. am damn bored and its really cold. this is totally no link. but oh well, WHATEVER!

replies to tags:

jessie: HAA! random siah..

shan: finally someone realised what u mean to me ah. thanks babe. =)

wawa: ahahaha. it IS nobody's business babe. haa. u almost sounded gay babe.

naz: LOL. loser seh. haha. oh ya. cant wait to meet.

hidayah: OH mY!! i love swinging in the trees with you too. always trying to get away from the hunter. LOL. daily adventure can. HAA.

Vin: yaaa. i feel so sad fer u man. U missed the fun of ur life by not hanging out with me.

midori: YAY. ure tagged too.

Bala: NO idea what u are talking abt. hee.

rockin tuesday

arrived at school on time for the first time.
and guess what, lecture was cancelled. BR without hidayah went to the library to watch Wimbledon.

then after that, BR ate with "The Machas" (Umar, Chris, Raj) and Alvin today. all four of us had fun. but i'm sure the person who had the most fun was PINK - for obvious reasons.
afterwhich we made friends with norman then from singapore idol, who happened to pass by us and was he glad to have met us, because his friends were not there to have lunch with him.
that's cos he had come down from the mediacorp studio, so that's why he couldn't meet up with them. he was very nice.and funny.he understood our jokes.and guess what?

he knows TANIA, our classmate!what a small world!then, halfway through lunch, hidayah had to attend to some vomit issues in the washroom. so she excused herself while we sat and talked to norman.of course we went to check up on her to make she was allright. then we all walked to blk 52 together with norman, cos his class was at blk 45.
he thought we were from mass comm!
just because we talk loudly, doesn't mean we're from mass comm!
oooh, schema's working it's magic now.
lol.
then, since his stop came first, he bid us goodbye, and we exchanged e-mails.
so now, he is a contact on our msn list!YAY!
and then hidayah couldn't take it anymore, and we had to run to the nearest toilet at blk 46, for her to do her business. poor thing. poor little gorgeous whatever thingie.hope she feels better soon!

then we sent her home in a cab.she really needs plenty of rest, hope she's feeling better. so that's a whole day in school without going for any lessons.

WHAT A ROCKIN' TUESDAY!

bugging feeling

met malcolm in the bus. he asked is i knew grace. then he laughed to himself. when i asked y, he did not reply. he went on saying " NOTHING!" but obviously its nothing..i mean nothing means there's somethign ryte!! ARGH. even in the end he did not tel me what it is. I felt like going crazy man. ITS LIKE BUGGING ME.

haha. had a pretty good day in school. met many friends in atrium.. and came to knew Fitri! haa.

a thursday's fun

Lesson was from 11 to 1. cool eh. my p was flat. i had to meet my relatives in the cemetry. i have ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA why i was so confident on going alone with no hp also. i mean one can easily get lost in the cemetry man. its freaking huge. so i sent Allyssa in the first cab and waited fer mine to come. I boarded it and told the location. The taxi driver smiled at me and said, u going all alone ah? i was like "hmm. yaaa.. meeting the rest there..'' then he said '' very brave ah''
LOL. i wonder why he said that. its broad daylight dude!

Anyway, the taxi driver came from another direction totally and i was sorta lost actually. but i was not afraid. the whole place looked different. I have no idea why i suddenly said '' hmm, u can stop here.'' I SERIOSULY DID NOT KNOW WHERE TO STOP.. IT WAS PURE GUESS..

i am the type of person who wants to explore around in almost abt any and every place. so i just thought i will walk aroud and find my way.. and i started to walk. walked walked and walked. throat was dry. damn dry. then, i saw a tent. the tent where we can buy the flowers and drinks. something familiar!! so i made a go fer it. bought flowers fer both my grandfathers. drank and walked the usual way to my grandfather's grave. saw my mother and granny and rachel who were eagerly expecting my arriving. they scared i get lost in that place. but i was confident in front of them tho, i was like '' no lah. come on man. i will not get lost so easily!'' -if they oni knew-

then cleaned up the area. put the flowers nto place. my grandfather's grave was filled with flowers. what to say? HE IS MISSED!! =) then while my mummy , granny and aunt rosemary and mary were sitted near the grave, david, daniel, rachel and i were having a cmpetition throwing stones. see who could throw the highest and the furthest..

then we went to the other grandfather's grave. It was badly kept. The immediate family members of that grandfather have not come to visit him much man. so obvious. so pissed. When he was alive, u did not take care of him. Then when he died, u wept. Then now u cant even bother to visit him. Its always my family who does the visiting n cleaning up.

then cleaned up and left for the christain columbarium. so that my granny can go n see her mother. haha. we walked hell lot. then we got lost. hailed cab. there were cabs around man. surprisingly. and the thing is the cab driver did not take any cash from us. LOL. he brought us to our destination tho. funny ryte.

then after that, we went tot he columbarium. saw many people there. as in people who were still alive but visitng their departed ones. hee. then it was drizzling. we knew we had to leave soon. and we ended up walking damn fast and we ended up in the chapel while trying to seek shelter. and we saw alot of wreaths. we realised that MP Amy Kho's father has passed away. Poor thing siah. the whole place was filled with wreaths.

and oh, my aunt chatted with this bangla while waiting fer a cab. she was telling him about the difference between Christians and Catholics. and she said '' Jesus died on the cross but mary never.'' and the bangla's reaction was '' WAH. Jesus die but MARY STILL HAVENT DIE AH.'' and he was so surprised. HAHAHAHA.. he thought that mary is some lady living still. haha. cute siah.

then finally we got a cab and went to BB. ate at REX NASI. and oh. david n Me did videos. haha.. drama videos like fighting scenes in tamil movies. super drama. one punch and i fell and i kick and david flies and lands ont he gground and all. LOL. super fun. and the i rushed home bathed and left fer tuition.

tuition was fun. hay and i drew many pokemons. haa. exams are over anyway. a lil fun wont hurt. then headed home. and now blogging.man. i am tired.

replies to tags:

NAZ AND BALA. can u guys like spam each other's tagboards instead? HAA.

allyssa: no probs babe.. haa.. i love u many many. take care of urself. rest wel and get well soon. i mean soooooooooooon. =)

naz: hahaha.. and u getta meet pink allyssa and hidayah.

Bala: EXACTLY.. but they are INNOCENT LAH.. and oh wow. i am clever now that i admit i am dumb? LOL.

first day of attachment

Had a great day In the preschool. its the first day of field praticum and i enjoyed it. i was welcomed with hugs and kisses from my K1 class.. OMG!! they all looked to nice man.. LOve them.. then came missy Vanessa, My mentor. she ecplaimed to me that she has changed our classes and now we have to be with another class.. Alicia got the N1 class while i got the N2 class.

i sadly went up to Miss Julie and told her about it. She actually got sad and sort of angry with vanessa!! HAA!! her face ah.. then she talked to me about some of her life story and all.. Personal stuff all she say siah.. hAA. love her and her accent!! Hee. theen i took my bag and headed to my new class. I was greeted with confused faces. then it took me around 2 hours to gain their trust and then WAh! like best friends siah the children..

hug me and kissed me all around!! LOL! super cute siah. then we talked , played and crapped like crazy for around 1 hour cause the teacher in charge of the class had gone to another class to teach Mandarin. so i was alone witht he kids and i did not even know that the time had gone past sooo fast!! and oh it was lunch and the children had hor fun.. i was damn hungry la. then one boy named justin asked me '' miss meena, are u hungry?'' and i said '' yes, i am very hungry!'' and e imediately said '' you want to shaare my food?'' haio.. so sweet of him ryte!!! siah..

and oh then one ayuka was very cold because of the aircon and she said '' i am very cold'' and guess what the teacher did?? she actually said '' aiyo! so cold ah.. come i give u kiss kiss. then very hot!'' and backed it up with a kiss on his cheek and the ayuka went '' WAh.HOT!!'' hhahaa. in her werds its just play play but fer me, it sounded all so wrong!! LOL.

replies to tags:

bala: hmmmm. no ah.. then take it as i'm dumb!!

pandiji: hmmm. nice attempt! dint fall fer it. i am just too smart..

den: free my foot!! i know how to keep myself timed. okay. my sentence dont really make sense ryte. argh! nvm.. haha..

pink:LOL. sexy baby? hmm i think u got the wrong blog!! hahaha.. oi. get ur internet fixed siahh.. oni use internet in school oni!

jessie: hello madame.. i have commitments babe.. and also u told me like 2 days before.. haa. oh i still get to be ur friend RYTE??