caili is graduating!

had no school today. still went to school to do assignment (Adobe premiere). and oh.. forgot to say, we got B+ for the website that we created. Thanks to Mich!! love her so much man. NO, not just because she helped us to do the assignment but because she is such a dearie.

hahaha. Hid and i did the premiere thing in class while getting distraction using msn of cuz. Bu still we did quite alot of work i will say.. saw caili, jeremy adn davio along the way. Then went home with Crystal and Hid. took photos in the bus which dint quite turn out well..

reached home safe and sound.

and now let me elaborate more about meeting caili. Well, she is like graduation in two days. Yes, its the last two days of the semester. Man! its so gonna be different without her. and of cuz F.O.C will not be the same without her ah.

and now updates:

1. Naz and her new found friend can click well.
2. Meena and Siti are friends.
3. Caili is graduating in two days.
4. Meena has no idea Grace knows meena's blog.
5. Sean is angry with meena cause she does not reply to tags.
6. Vin is happy (for what reason, only God knows)

Yup. i think thats about it. =) and oh! i love strawberries!!

trust.

TRUST.

something so fragile.

you broke it more than once.

so what shall i do?

and i really have no choice but to say this. cause i have been said to be so starightforward that its hard for you to be my friend. But i cant be a hypocrite pretending nothing has happened when i know very well what you did. Are we even friends?

happy birthday.

Happy Birthday Bro!!

NYP

Went to NYP open house on fri.. Met naz and siti. this siti whom i just gotta know is havoc ah. HAHAHA. spent some really good time with her. she is really nice.. Just as naz claims. =)

then saw VIN. after that, we went to Taufik's performance. sialah. He damn emo can. say what ever had ur heart broken and whatever crap. It was really boring man. seriously. i mean DON'T EMO man. at least not on friday! hahaha. then saw Rafi (this dude whom sri, naz's friend likes).. After that, saw one of my second cousin. I turned away. Dont really like the second cousins.

After that, naz and i went to eat at CCK. Siti had to stay for some meeting for SU i think.so yup. it was fun hanging out in NYP

open house.

i am like so blur can.

Firstly, taufik was performing a malay song. and i was like feeling so hot standing in the crowd, so i moved out of the crowd and went to get myself a drink. After getting myself a drink, i stood in the atrium but not too close to the crowd as i needed cool air. this time, Taufik was singing ' all because of you'. so i stood there in deep thoughts while i listened to the song. then Malcolm and Raymond walked in front of me. and of cuz i didnt even realise that and continued listening to the song. it was until i saw a hand ryte in front of my face that i realised that there were like these two people (Mat Mal and Raymond) waving to me can.

Secondly, Sean. i saw a guy walking towards me but i did not see the face. Then before i knew it, i felt a sharp pain on my foot. it was STOOPID SEAN stepping on my foot to get my attention. he was standing ryte in front of me but i did not realise he was sean. GOSH.

Thirdly, Midori was in level two of the library and i was in the atrium wating for Hidayah and Pink. so i was like turning here and there as i was extremely bored. Then i saw a chinese cleaner coming to me. i was wondering what he wanted with me. Like totally no link can. Then while i was still looking at him, he looked at me and pointed to the second floor of the library. I looked up and i then received enlightment when i saw this MIDORI waving so frantically at me. LOL.

Forthly, there was a group of people and then Hid and i were like walking past. then suddenly there was a girl who went '' HEY! HI!" and she was sweet enuf to smile and wave. I returned a smile and a few seconds after we went away form them. i asked Hidayah who that girl was. I seriously could not remember her. then Hidayah had to explain how we knew her and all. Gosh.

This is BAD man. i am seriously forgetting alot of stuff. HELP MAN!

oh and wait. beofre i forget this. i am going to have seafood today!! YAY!!! can eat ALOT!! YUM!

replies to tags:

Bala- YAAA! BVSS one.

Zara- GO GET A LIFE NAZ!
Sean- High self esteem ah u. and my leg still hurts.
Rui jing- i can meet u like anytime u want babe. =)

Jesus you're my superhero. You're a star. You're my best friend.

last day

havent been sleeping well. i just cant. been really restless about the assignments. SO annoying man. Thanks to those who were really entertaining me when i couldnt sleep by msn-ing and chatting with me on the phone. =)

oh and i so have to say this. when i talk to Hui min, i always get a very nice feeling. i miss the fellowship with my christian chinese buddies. like so youth group and together as one feeling. hee.

and and and. today was my last day of attachment. so officialy i will not step into the centre anymore. SAD man. the kids were like especially nice together. and oh Gabriel Ong is Mrs Yvonne Ong's son. that means i knew that fella in my class much before he was even born. Hee. and the kids were so loving and all. so hard to leave them.

bid goodbye to the kids and my teacher and then my field supervisor. She was really nice. had a short Debrief sorta thing. Then both alicia and i left the place. and oh i had bought my kids some stationary. They were in packs and were so cute and all with the small pencils and erasers and papers with rulers all. haa. hope the kids like it .

i am so gonna miss the kids. =(

day of adventure

Listening to music while on the train can be disasterous man. I was listening to skillet and Breaking Benjamin and i was so into the music that i missed my station. so i missed my outram park station and i ended up being at KALLANG. i went ''OH SHIT!!" and i think it was kinda loud cause the guy beside me was rather shocked and turned to look at who said that. I was like ''oops!'' and he like smiled so nicely. like so understanding. haha.

so i got out of the train feeling so embarrassed. i called Naz and told her about it. She was so calm and collected can. Thank God she was not angry. haha. so we did meet up and went to Lil India. We ate Mee goreng and Nasi Goreng. Then Naz and i met up with my sister to thread our eyebrows. After that, naz and i went to Vivo city instead of esplanade. haha. change of plans. then we did some window shopping. damn dun can. Then naz tried this nail polish which was like so nice man. So glittery and glam. she was stil contemplating if she should get it.

After that, we went to New York Pizza. we wanted hawaiian pizza but it was not available. so we got Queens whatever instead.

malay lady : your chicken, you want fried bbq-ed or ...
meena : sorry what.
malay lady : FRIED , BBQ-ED OR ...
(naz and i still did not catch what she said last.)
Naz : fried one please
(apparently the lady did not hear Naz saying that.)
malay lady : WHAT YOU WANT? FRIED BBQ-ed OR..
Naz was so polite.
Naz : i want the fried chicken. -she repeated
Malay lady mumbles.
Malay lady : next time decide before ordering. so slow..
meena : we thinking MAH.
Malay lady : think also take so long. think before you order next time. so slow all waiting..
continues mumbling
Meena : (malay accent) OK ah. Sorry Lah!! (shows attitude face as claimed by naz)
Malay lady : (still mumbling)
Meena : muka cramp siah..
one moment of absolute silence.
GOSH. the moment was like so tensed man. then the laughter was like so random. hahaha.
BUT seriously ah. the lady was like shouting can. SO damn rude. Both naz and i looked like we were being punished for something so terrible. She was practically screaming man. Was so pissed. the guy who was also werking there was so shocked. his mouth was like open wide. LOL what a sight to see. then when collecting the order, he was like so sweet and all being extra polite. (i think scared he kena scolded or what.) LOL.

after that, Naz and i walked around and decided to go home. the train ride was like so short. Really short. then BB came and i went off. haha. It was a day full of fun. all the ADVENTURES. lol.

updating.

UPDATES

1. Naz has a crush on a bald guy.
2. Sean says i talk alot.
3. I tripped 4 times this week.
4. Pink and her date are having fun DATING.
5. Hid's parents are back.
6. Allyssa is stressed about her learning corner.
7. I am very happy. I have no idea why. =)

allyssa babe

I HAD A GREAT TIME WITH ALLYSSA SYAHIRA TODAY.

Allyssa is really a great friend. i really love going esplanade with her. just talking about stuff and just relaxing. Awesome man. i dont know if she had as much fun as me. but i did enjoy her company alot. and i sure hope PINK had fun with her *date*.

and hidayah babe, dont worry too much about your IC. things will be just fine okay. =)

inside my head.

There has been alot of conflicts inside of me.
I am trying very hard.
I don't want to start anything which i know is wrong.
I see no light.
Its hard for me to explain.
But i will still keep to my principles.

School start

School has been great. Hee. Been sick since 2nd January. but oh well, other than sometime when i really feel damn tired, i am still normal man. went to childcare on the first day of school itself. What a joy to see the kids. They just make your day man. Then we had ITA on wed. was crazy stuff. Syahira , me , Hid and Pink (all sitted in the same row) were using skpe to talk to each other when all we needed to do was to tilt our turns to the side and talk to each other. HAA. damn lame la. but very fun man. Pink was having the time of her life singing 'smack that.'

Thursday rocked as well. OH! thats like today. BR ate at KFC. Allyssa was like really sick and rested while the rest of us ate. i hope she is feeling much better now. i tried messaging her just now but i think she was resting.. really hope she feels better. and back to the story, we then went to FP. as usual, Elizabeth was crapping. the class was not listening. Some were tho. We then had SYC. handed up the assignment which has a weightage of 50%. Haio. thats like half the grade for the module. Agnes went through a mini lecture and then we watched a video. Cool stuff.

After school, Hid, pink and i went to burgerking. Pink and Hid ate Hershey's Sundae Pie. i was like SO tempted to eat it as well. but i knew i was sick and could not eat such stuff (for now at least.) Oh. and when we were there, there were this two lil boys who were like so happy to see the three of us. They were like smiling and playing with us. LOL. its almost like they know that we are taking a diploma in Early Childhood Education. And And the called us jie jie. Haa. Beats being called a auntie man. HAA.

Went to Giovanni's house after that. Giovanni was so happy to see me. AND of course i will be more than delighted to see him as well. We chatted and played for a while. Then his grandmother talked to me and like told me the problems that the family is going thru. POOR boy Giovanni. cant believe he is going thru so much when he like only 7 years old. whatever the parents are doing, it sure has a impact on him. no matter what, i know he will do just fine in the end. =)

i realise that i have to do some voluntary work. ever since i stopped volunteering my time in the salvation army, i have more time but it only makes me feels empty. i gues this is cause i know that there are people in there who seriously need my help and i am not doing anything to help. Its a difficult choice. But well, i will just wait on the Lord to give me my ministry.

Tmr is a FRI. hope everything goes well. haha. Thanking God in advance for a wonderful day tmr. =)

replies to tags:

Happy new Minnie and Sean.

Sean- haha. its just you i guess. hee.

Zara-LOL. that was purely coincidental can. haha. BUt like gangfight like that man that particular meeting. Me with my elder sis and you with ur elder sis. Like so gang. haha.and hello. i am also busy la. Anytime free just call la. then meet up. cause if choose dates, surely will change last min.. hee.

Bala- sialah. can just say Happy New year ryte. so chim fer what man.. lol.

Happy New Year !

Happy New Year!!

its amazing how He has led me through 2006. every step of the way i knew that He was leading me. I know that many a times i broke down. really man. Its hard living a christian. so many compromises and sacrifices. BUT, he is there to lead and guide you. 2006 was a harsh year for me. Two dearest Grandpas were taken by God within 2 weeks from each other. they are missed deeply.but oh well, i believe they are having a blast with Him now. So, its all for the best yea.

and had some friendship issues to settle with. Its like such a clash. when you think you can rely on your friends and they completely let you down. Disappointments. not anyones fault. we all make mistakes. so its a lesson learnt. I now treasure my friends more and really man, apologise if i made you upset in anyway. especially because of y major temper problem. HAA.

and oh my DAD. he is a BIG problem in my life. haa. well, i love him lah uh. he is just a difficult person. i pray that God will meet him soon and we can all go church together. HEE.

like every other year, i have once again come to realise that there is no one more important to me than HIM. I LOVE HIM. really do. and i will try my best to be more like him. =)

OH MY. i cant believe that i am actually like shy. i am so in love. haa. gosh.

and and and again i will say that no matter how many negative points there are in my life, i am blessed beyond measure and they make up much more than the negative ones. i cant wait for the new year as it means more blessings and getting to know more people and just learning more stuff. =)

happy new year once again people. enjoy it! =)