batam.

BACK FROM BATAM!

I LOVE SINGAPORE!

(:

myanmar

BACK FROM MYANMAR!

am i glad to be back!!

SINGAPORE IS HOME (:

new phone!

yes and thats my new phone. cost me $538.

its like $888 without contract la.
i wouldnt even think about getting it if i couldnt claim from MOE.

meena is sick.

meena is sick.

myanmar chalet

the prepatory chalet for myanmar is over.
had to leave earlier.
fun while it lasted.

really bored without school

its like really really boring without school!
theres slc meeting on thursday.
friday meeting hid and hopefully ira and pink.
sat there is youth outing.
sun is church!!

stop being happy!

ok. please tell me that its not good to be too happy.
it clearly showed today.
the very happy meena started giggling in the middle of a presentation!
i know its so very dumb.
i know i got weird stares.
but i cant help it.
i need to giggle means i need to giggle!!

STOP BEING SO HAPPY MEENA!

HAPPY.

i have no idea at all why im so happy.
but i am happy. and thats it!
WOOHOO! (:

(: week 11

WEEK 11 IS OVER!!!!
DONE WITH DSE EXAM.
MATHS TEST.
DED 100 PRESENTATION.
DED 103 PRESENTATION.
JUST ICT PRESENTATION and TWO ESSAYS TO GO!
(:


oh, i forgot a have alot of exams coming up!
i was a little too glad too soon!

stress

STRESS!!!

goes well?

NIE is stressful. Oh yes it is! i failed my first math test. the only comfort would be that alot more failed together with me :) Second test was kinda simple for me thanks to shan's coaching! life is kind of good. hope it all goes well.

Jesus, please please help me live my life the way u want it to be!

life is great

Life is great!
I love the days as they go by!
=)

happiness has so many terms and conditions

Happiness has so many terms and conditions attached to it.

new everything

everything is new.

i feel overwhelmed.
=(

too late to apologise

it doesnt make it any easier.
its really too late to apologise.
i hate myself for this.
=(

if you had just one wish, what would it be?

if you had just one wish, what would it be?

forgiveness?

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between
Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
And things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

it ends tonight

Your subtleties
They strangle meI
can’t explain myself at all
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don’t want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

A falling starLeast I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
You're finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends when darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this rightI
t’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight,When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.

Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit

Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit

peeing

Is it possible to not pee for a whole day?

surash and santhiran

my arrogant cousin and brother came to my house today.

i think they are the first ones in heaven-knows-how-many-years to step into my house as visitors.yes, its true. we havent had any visitors at all as far as i can remember. all thanks to dearest dad! (if u know what i mean)

Julia gabriel? Lets see how it goes :)

update is soon

i have alot to update but am plain lazy!
sooon alrights?
and stop buggin me stupid iqbal.
i have said, havent i? BAS!

may day

went to patti house.
today is the 4th death anniversary of my grandfather.
ate vegetarian.
NOT NICE.
but of course i had to lie that it was really nice.
so make up for the veg mean, i ate lots of meat later on :)
i pranked this guy, ruban's friend.
and its proven once again that guys are just flirts.
it does not matter whether they are good looking or not.
my uncle was showing some old videos.
realized that my father looked kinda handsome when he was young.
like so whatever!
and all of a sudden, i get so many video calls.
all thanks to M1 and their promotions.
and someone pranked me today as well.
funny shit!

special thanks to someone who made my day with a simple sms :)


ruban room.


shana.meena.

NIE interview

i went for an interview. =)
and i made friends with the guy at the reception.
seems that he too is from Np.
he was from some engineering course.
so after the interview, i chat with him and then i left.
then i was walking towards the MRT and i received a call.
from the guy and he said i left my ic there.
so i walked all the way back and i went to collect it.
there he was smiling so widely.

guy: haha, u forgot ur IC.
meena: EXCUSE me, YOU did not give me my IC.
guy: haha, you didnt ask.
meena: u take chance to see me rite. keep my IC with u..
guy: yeah! im glad i did! hahaha.
meena: errm.. alright bye!
guy: see you at the graduation!
-smiles-

i so totally love friendly people.
they just make u feel better. =)

and so right, i was heading home.
and i fell. i was trying to :
1. take the vibrating phone out of my bag.
2. board the bus.
3. tap the ez link card on the reader.
4. prevent my file with all the loose papers from falling.
AND I FELL. it was such a meena moment!

but thanks to gab, i was up on my feet in no time.
but i heard the ah peh behind me go 'tsk tsk tsk'
HAHAHAHAHA

and ya, i talked to my dad today on the phone.
i had to call to say that my mum was sick and he had to eat out tonight.
by the end of the conversation i was like trembling man.
this aint no drama. -.-

and i did a extremely stupid thing today.
i msged the wrong people and got weird replies.
and arrogant cousin not THAT arrogant after all. =)
and gabriel is scared of cats!

loving family? =(

i never knew what its like to be in a loving family.
will i ever find out?

=(

prayers again?

it seems that my father side are gonna be doing some prayers in the temple as its my grandad's fourth death anniversary. so ya, they will be going to the temple. my sister, mum and i as always wont go to the temple but i hope that this time we wont even have to go to the house. i really dislike going to gatherings of my dad's side. its just so boring. and i dont really seem to have any connection with the people there.

I HOPE HOPE HOPE i dont have to go there tmr!

wakes funerals

yet another servant of God has passed away.
I hear of so many pastors passing away recently.
its really sad for the people here on earth.
but i believe those who have been taken away are rejoicing with the Lord.
=)

events for march

march events.

trial camp and FOC








two visits to the christian cemetry.

we did not know that it was the first day of some chinese thing and the whole road was like jammed with cars. we actually walked all the way from the highway for forty minutes before we reached the cemetry.






blackie passed away =(

separate lives

we all lead separate lives now.

dinakaran

http://www.jesuscalls.org/home.asp

from the inside out

A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

blackie

i was just about to blog about blackie and he just came and licked me all over. so heres blackie. a friend's dog but my brother always brings it home nowadays. Blackie is so lovable. and i still dont quite know why he is called blackie. yeah. but whatever rite. i like blackie man. when i have my own home, i will also have a dog. =)

THE SUCKIEST DAY

some days suck. and i can assure you tat today sucked big time! well, woke up at like three to get ready for the kinda house warming thing for my aunt, Aunt meena( hindu side). so we had to dress in whatever she bought for us. mine was orange man. ORANGE. i am dark and i need a orange? oh yes, i did! so off we wore that and we headed to the house.

The prayers started. it was boring to the extent that i could have jumped off the daymn building with a note saying 'boredom kills'. but it was really interesting to see how the priest did and made the people do. sometimes, they just followed whatever the priest asked them to. personally, if i were them, i would wanna know why exactly am i doing the things that i have been told to do. cause i need conviction. i refuse to do things for the sake of it.

so ya, my mother, my sister and i were not at all involved in any of the prayers. =) but it was a new experience la. prayers were finally over and it was time to eat. i ate two idli. i was really hungry. but i don really fancy idlis or i kept it at two. and then it was boredom all over again. ruban was sleeping on the bed and before long, i had also got on the bed making myself very comfortable in a corner. this is so the monkey see monkey so thing. so i got a few numbers from ruban to prank people. it was so fun man. all the unknown numbers were there in my phone.

but i could not sleep. after like keeping myself alive for 4 hours enduring the painful nothingness that boredom had to offer, i finally got ready to meet BLACK ROUGE. the time with BR was so fun. =) until, my relatives had to spoil it. See, we were watching this movie and i got a phonecall form aunt rosemary. she wanted the address of my hindu granny. so i had to find that out for her. so, the only person contactable was ruban. so i took out my phone and saw the calls received and i messaged to the last number which i supposed was ruban's cause he had called earlier to speak to my magic uncle. i msged that i needed the addy and asked if it was possible for him to ask my mum to call aunt rosemary. he replied me 'who's this?'. then i messaged him back a message similar to the first one and said i was in a hurry.. 'who's this' was all the reply i got.
I WAS SO PISSED! i was in a freaking movie and my aunt was on one side telling me that i gotta get the address and ruban still had the cheek to play with me.

called the number and was to shout man seriously. and guess what? it was not ruban. it was suresh. the arrogant cousin. then i still can think he was taking ruban's hp. so i still can ask where ruban was. and then it dawned upon me that this was not ruban's number. after thinking so much, i realised that my magic uncle had used my phone to call his beloved son suresh.

OMG!! i was like actually talking to suresh. of all people. suresh. ARROGANT GUY! passed phone to liz and asked her to do the talking cause i am so not gonna talk to cocky people. i still did not get the info i needed. called my sis for help. she screamed at me saying she cant help. Called brother and he did not pick up the phone. like how in the world was i supposed to contact my mum to get the address man?

Amidst all these, BR was like so freaking bored watching the movie that we got out of the daymn theatre. yes, we did. the movie was damn boring. DAYMN boring. so we got out and we kept walking and i kept thinking on what to do. got a phonecall from my aunt rosemary saying that she wanted the address right now. i got so pissed i almost wanted to shout man. dont tell me what to do. i am not obliged to help anyone woman. Thank God it was over when i called my brother for the thousandth time and he finally picked it up.

it almost drive me crazy when people cannot even bother to help u just a little bit when u need it. anyway, i am really glad that its all over man. i don need to feel so bored anymore as i am out of clementi. =)

the people.


the priest.


akka. =)


mummy =)


ruban. =)


nayagan =)


ruban.indian.


yours truly wearing ruban's NCC uniform =)

boredom happens

i am so bored. i wanna go out.

school over

last three days of school. =(

hahahahhahahahhaha

i actually got confused with west grand boulevard and caracal.
SO DUMB OF ME.
I KNOW!!

WEIRD

so much of work.
so much of preparation for the presentation.
so much of work.
so much of work.

and oh, we did smuggle the food to the third floor of the library. =)


and i dunno why hidayah had something growing down there
after we ate the smuggled hot dog bun.. =)

long breaks

long breaks suck.
no where to go but the library.
graduating in two weeks.
daymn!

open house 3

OPEN HOUSE DAY 3 SUCKED!!

open house day 2. was fun fun fun all the way. i cant contain myself man. its like oh so fun. everything is so fun. meeting new people. talking to them. taking snapshots of random people. wheeee!!! i am so gonna miss this once i graduate. daymn!!! anyways right. i think one guy in the baracuda batucada thing is kinda nice. he so the monkey siah. like so happy and on only. always smiling. i like people who smile. so so nice! hahaha. oh, and gracie came to my school today.. bukit view baybeh!! =) so we had our lil time together and stuff. and ya. as she mentioned, there are alot of indians in the school. so, i guess she would not be interested in coming to ngee ann. =)i cant wait for tmr. gosh. i need to wear the stupid yellow HMS shirt. HAIO. just imagine lah. i am like so dark and the shirt is like yellow!! OMG!!!


i have no idea who this retard was. i just took her pic.


the malay guy from baracuda batucada

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

openhouse day 1

highlight of the day. SOLER came down to NP to perform. They not only look good but sing well too. really awesome songs. i love this particular one. SO TOUCHING. =) can cry all siah. =))


meeeeeeena


the one pink liked.


SOLER BAYBEH!!


then yet again!! wheeee..

and oh.. they have a blog. some research and u get all their information. LOL. =)

http://hk.myblog.yahoo.com/solerblog

wooojjooo

okay. so school was somewhat fun today. we went for the lecture which ended at 11 and then we went to a few career talks and talks regarding the degree programmes and all. gosh. it is tiring to be there to listen to what these people are trying to promote. and then of course we could not take it anymore and we decided to go watch a movie in the library.

okay i forgot what the movie was but it was really nice. about how ur bestest best girlfriend can be your worst nightmare. gosh. scary siah. and SOME people had to just spoil the wonderful movie. there were some Indians who were just talking SO SO SO loudly. they can sing songs all. gosh. SO NOISY man. haio. i will chase them out of the library if i could lah.

and then we were all so bored after the movie we decided to go home. =) and of course i had to go meet the famiy friends. it was kinda fun. simon anneh is fat now. heh. i dint get to see molly tho. but i wish them well lah. haha. =)

theres a small small presentation tmr. and a talk for those helping out in the open house. gosh. i am gonna break soon man.

=))

its so nice to be happy! =)

new year greeting

i already decided to go the watchnight service in my house for the new year. i wanted to start off the year proper. However, i dint not really like the people who i was gonna see at the watchnight service. i wanted to pray and start the year but i dint want so many people around me. all these years, there have always been people with me while counting down to the new year. Somehow, people will be there; either my family or my friends. So, this year i wanted to be alone. YES. ALL ALONE.

and i was. all alone. NO ONE could bother me. i was alone and i could really concentrate. i prayed for the new year. prayed about things which was not planned at all. someone was guiding me in my prayer and it was obvious who it was. i was really blessed. i truly enjoyed my time. i know for sure that if i had gone with my friends to VIVO as planned, i would have lost out alot. im so glad i decided not to go. i thank JC for giving me the opportunity to spend my time with him.

Better is one day in your courts than thousands elsewhere. =)