day of adventure

Listening to music while on the train can be disasterous man. I was listening to skillet and Breaking Benjamin and i was so into the music that i missed my station. so i missed my outram park station and i ended up being at KALLANG. i went ''OH SHIT!!" and i think it was kinda loud cause the guy beside me was rather shocked and turned to look at who said that. I was like ''oops!'' and he like smiled so nicely. like so understanding. haha.

so i got out of the train feeling so embarrassed. i called Naz and told her about it. She was so calm and collected can. Thank God she was not angry. haha. so we did meet up and went to Lil India. We ate Mee goreng and Nasi Goreng. Then Naz and i met up with my sister to thread our eyebrows. After that, naz and i went to Vivo city instead of esplanade. haha. change of plans. then we did some window shopping. damn dun can. Then naz tried this nail polish which was like so nice man. So glittery and glam. she was stil contemplating if she should get it.

After that, we went to New York Pizza. we wanted hawaiian pizza but it was not available. so we got Queens whatever instead.

malay lady : your chicken, you want fried bbq-ed or ...
meena : sorry what.
malay lady : FRIED , BBQ-ED OR ...
(naz and i still did not catch what she said last.)
Naz : fried one please
(apparently the lady did not hear Naz saying that.)
malay lady : WHAT YOU WANT? FRIED BBQ-ed OR..
Naz was so polite.
Naz : i want the fried chicken. -she repeated
Malay lady mumbles.
Malay lady : next time decide before ordering. so slow..
meena : we thinking MAH.
Malay lady : think also take so long. think before you order next time. so slow all waiting..
continues mumbling
Meena : (malay accent) OK ah. Sorry Lah!! (shows attitude face as claimed by naz)
Malay lady : (still mumbling)
Meena : muka cramp siah..
one moment of absolute silence.
GOSH. the moment was like so tensed man. then the laughter was like so random. hahaha.
BUT seriously ah. the lady was like shouting can. SO damn rude. Both naz and i looked like we were being punished for something so terrible. She was practically screaming man. Was so pissed. the guy who was also werking there was so shocked. his mouth was like open wide. LOL what a sight to see. then when collecting the order, he was like so sweet and all being extra polite. (i think scared he kena scolded or what.) LOL.

after that, Naz and i walked around and decided to go home. the train ride was like so short. Really short. then BB came and i went off. haha. It was a day full of fun. all the ADVENTURES. lol.

updating.

UPDATES

1. Naz has a crush on a bald guy.
2. Sean says i talk alot.
3. I tripped 4 times this week.
4. Pink and her date are having fun DATING.
5. Hid's parents are back.
6. Allyssa is stressed about her learning corner.
7. I am very happy. I have no idea why. =)

allyssa babe

I HAD A GREAT TIME WITH ALLYSSA SYAHIRA TODAY.

Allyssa is really a great friend. i really love going esplanade with her. just talking about stuff and just relaxing. Awesome man. i dont know if she had as much fun as me. but i did enjoy her company alot. and i sure hope PINK had fun with her *date*.

and hidayah babe, dont worry too much about your IC. things will be just fine okay. =)

inside my head.

There has been alot of conflicts inside of me.
I am trying very hard.
I don't want to start anything which i know is wrong.
I see no light.
Its hard for me to explain.
But i will still keep to my principles.

School start

School has been great. Hee. Been sick since 2nd January. but oh well, other than sometime when i really feel damn tired, i am still normal man. went to childcare on the first day of school itself. What a joy to see the kids. They just make your day man. Then we had ITA on wed. was crazy stuff. Syahira , me , Hid and Pink (all sitted in the same row) were using skpe to talk to each other when all we needed to do was to tilt our turns to the side and talk to each other. HAA. damn lame la. but very fun man. Pink was having the time of her life singing 'smack that.'

Thursday rocked as well. OH! thats like today. BR ate at KFC. Allyssa was like really sick and rested while the rest of us ate. i hope she is feeling much better now. i tried messaging her just now but i think she was resting.. really hope she feels better. and back to the story, we then went to FP. as usual, Elizabeth was crapping. the class was not listening. Some were tho. We then had SYC. handed up the assignment which has a weightage of 50%. Haio. thats like half the grade for the module. Agnes went through a mini lecture and then we watched a video. Cool stuff.

After school, Hid, pink and i went to burgerking. Pink and Hid ate Hershey's Sundae Pie. i was like SO tempted to eat it as well. but i knew i was sick and could not eat such stuff (for now at least.) Oh. and when we were there, there were this two lil boys who were like so happy to see the three of us. They were like smiling and playing with us. LOL. its almost like they know that we are taking a diploma in Early Childhood Education. And And the called us jie jie. Haa. Beats being called a auntie man. HAA.

Went to Giovanni's house after that. Giovanni was so happy to see me. AND of course i will be more than delighted to see him as well. We chatted and played for a while. Then his grandmother talked to me and like told me the problems that the family is going thru. POOR boy Giovanni. cant believe he is going thru so much when he like only 7 years old. whatever the parents are doing, it sure has a impact on him. no matter what, i know he will do just fine in the end. =)

i realise that i have to do some voluntary work. ever since i stopped volunteering my time in the salvation army, i have more time but it only makes me feels empty. i gues this is cause i know that there are people in there who seriously need my help and i am not doing anything to help. Its a difficult choice. But well, i will just wait on the Lord to give me my ministry.

Tmr is a FRI. hope everything goes well. haha. Thanking God in advance for a wonderful day tmr. =)

replies to tags:

Happy new Minnie and Sean.

Sean- haha. its just you i guess. hee.

Zara-LOL. that was purely coincidental can. haha. BUt like gangfight like that man that particular meeting. Me with my elder sis and you with ur elder sis. Like so gang. haha.and hello. i am also busy la. Anytime free just call la. then meet up. cause if choose dates, surely will change last min.. hee.

Bala- sialah. can just say Happy New year ryte. so chim fer what man.. lol.

Happy New Year !

Happy New Year!!

its amazing how He has led me through 2006. every step of the way i knew that He was leading me. I know that many a times i broke down. really man. Its hard living a christian. so many compromises and sacrifices. BUT, he is there to lead and guide you. 2006 was a harsh year for me. Two dearest Grandpas were taken by God within 2 weeks from each other. they are missed deeply.but oh well, i believe they are having a blast with Him now. So, its all for the best yea.

and had some friendship issues to settle with. Its like such a clash. when you think you can rely on your friends and they completely let you down. Disappointments. not anyones fault. we all make mistakes. so its a lesson learnt. I now treasure my friends more and really man, apologise if i made you upset in anyway. especially because of y major temper problem. HAA.

and oh my DAD. he is a BIG problem in my life. haa. well, i love him lah uh. he is just a difficult person. i pray that God will meet him soon and we can all go church together. HEE.

like every other year, i have once again come to realise that there is no one more important to me than HIM. I LOVE HIM. really do. and i will try my best to be more like him. =)

OH MY. i cant believe that i am actually like shy. i am so in love. haa. gosh.

and and and again i will say that no matter how many negative points there are in my life, i am blessed beyond measure and they make up much more than the negative ones. i cant wait for the new year as it means more blessings and getting to know more people and just learning more stuff. =)

happy new year once again people. enjoy it! =)

exciting or maybe not?

OKAY. i really wonder what i was thinking when i poured boiling water straight from the kettle onto my hand. It took me a few seconds to feel my hand burning. It was damn painful man. and damn stoopid of me also.

and i fell today when i was listening to a song from dhoom2 and trying to carry my stuff from the hall to my room at the same time. Haio. stoopid siah.

i had the most exciting day of my life today. i like slept till 12pm. then i washed up and ate breakfast. Surfed net all the while till 5pm. and then i had my lunch. It was somewhere after this that i fell. then i showered. feeling so fresh and ready to make myself some coffee, i scalded my hand.

went back to my comp. then ate diner and watched the 9pm chinese drama serial. now back here. Gosh. what an exciting day!

days

24 DEC
Watched Dhoom 2. really nice.
and i still think that Bollywood babes are the prettiest lot.
Watched fanaa. nice too.
Theres this thing about tamil and hindi movies man.
its like if there is no love, there is no life.
SO MUCH DRAMA aint it.

25 DEc
Christmas was no blast.
Went to my granny's place.
Same people but no grandpa.
Had good time with the rest tho.

26 DEc
meet up with BR and PUMA to do assignment.
meiting was not there as she was in another group.
After discussion with the PUMAs, BR started on another assignment.
As usual, after doing assignment fer a while,
we went off to cityhall with the intentions os doing work.
BUT, we did not. haa.
ate at marina square. Then slacked with BR.
then i went back to my grannys.
Spent time with family.
headed back home.

27 DEc
went to family friend's house.
The three children are so clever man.
All in Australia and they had come back to spend time here.
they shared their experiences and alll.
Good to have met up with them.

and lastly to those who have tagged me,
thanks guys! love u'll.

tbc

TBC! AWESOME!

my hectic week.

i hate the past week. was so hectic.

Mon- went to Rhema Conference. Damn nice man. many thanks to cheena babes fer inviting me. i really enjoyed myself. I could say that it was the best thing that happened to me this week.

Tues- had to go school because my attendance was marked wrongly and thus i had no choice but to go school. was pissed. but oh well. its over.

Wed-My maths assessment. I set up the maths learning centre that i did. My lecturer, Hui Ni came down to assess both Alicia and me. i was not nervous at all. Its like i am almost so used to teaching. My lecturer said i did well and that she could see that i have built a good rapport with my children and the teacher in charge. YAY!

Thurs- Had school as usual. had to cancel Christmas Lunch with PUMAs. man. that sucked. we were all so excited about it. but due to Macromedia Dreamweaver which gave us such a headache, we had to postphone that. School ended at 1 and guess what. From 1 all the way to around 10, BR was in school using that STOOOPID MACROMEDIA DREAMWEAVER to do our assignment.gosh. It gave us a headache.

Thank God for MICH! seriously man. without her, we could not have get it done. She is such a nice person. She helped us do it. REALLY MAN. a TRUE friend.haio. really reeally appreciate her. LOVE HER!

Fri- Schooled. after school, went to dance studio and met up with Mich once again. She was a great help. and her friends were such nice people. After that around 630, i rushed over to Tekka. Met my sis. Got home around 9 pm. Just when i thought that i can finally rest, i came to know of one major problem. I was really troubled by it. I prayed. My God will deliever whoever is involved.

Sat- went to a malaysia on a tour package with Dad, mum, bro, sis, aunt and ruban. It was fun. BUT BUT BUT. this someone in my family was having this munkey face as always la. HAIO. how traumatising! at homw, u see that person with the same monkey face, then when u go out to enjoy also you see that very monkey face! ARGH. pure torture! Headed home rite after the tour and slept. exhausted.

Sun-went to church earlier to prepare for the Christmas celebrations. It was fun. The celebration and all. i loved the skit part 2. It was a scene where Aaron and Joshua will act as typical gangsters and step cool guys. IT was so funny can. haha. IT was really nice. Food was good as usual. ate ALOT!

i know my God will make a way for you =) you are just gonna be alright mummy.

casting crowns

went to Casting Crowns concert on Fri. was really nice. i really enjoyed it. and oh next week Sun is my church's Christmas party! cant wait. Good Food awaits me! HEE.

barlow girls never alone

Barlow girls - Never alone

I waited for you today

But you didnt show

I needed to you, today

So where did you go?

You told me to call

Said youd be there

And though I havent seen you

Are you still there?

Chorus:

I cried out with no reply and

I cant feel you by my side so

I’ll hold tight to what I know

Youre here

And Im never alone

And though I can not see you

And I cant explain why

Such a deep reassurance

You placed in my life

We cannot separate

Cause youre part of me

And though youre invisible I trust the unseen

(Chorus)

We cannot separate

Youre part of me

And though youre invisible

I trust the unseen

(Chorus)

replies :

wawa- nice one mayn. u learn fast!

vin-I AM ONLINE!

jaimebaby - BAAAAAA BACK. hee.

zara- haa. me too. FUN HERE FUN THERE FUN EVERYWHERE.

ting- sorry man. really din see u. haa.

vam-haa. haio. like that very mahfaan. hai. i anytime free , then i call u la. good?

vin-Totally under control =)

sean- SHUT UP U. abandon me.

den- haaaaa.

vin- BE who u are. no ones stopping u.

the Almighty God

i have no idea why. i logged into msn today. and i just started conversations with many people. i invited many of them to my church. i just want God to meet these people. i want them to feel the move of God . i want to share this beautiful experience with everyone i know.

National healing campaign

went to the National Healing Campaign after many many obstacles. IT WAS POWER! really man. loved the worship. and then. highlight- Prophet TB Joshua came and sermon started. fooyuh! took me a while to understand what he said. his accent was thick man. I loved the sermon. was about how people tend to always find a solution to any problem to just solve it temporarily. He mentioned that we should instead find the cause for the problem and then go into finding the solution for the problem. Only then will we find a lasting solution.

after sermon ended. miracles happened! GOODNESS. IT WAS AWESOME. the lame started to walk just like that. Prophet TB Joshua just held the hand of the people who needed healing and he just went like '' do u believe Jesus will heal u? then when the people replied yes, he just held their hands and just sort of blew and said '' you are healed. Jesus has healed u.''

I was seriously standing there in astonishment. i mean. ARGH. i dunno man. its just so hard to describe. One moment u are lame and before u even realise, u are walking! POWER man. then was the spirit binding part. GOSH! i was damn scared till i cried. people who were all LOOKING so normal had spirits of various animals in themm. It was scary how the spirit in them just rose and many people were shaking and doing all sorts of things. One man even rolled doen the stairs. scary man.

there were so many people in the centre. like around 40 people with spirits. they were all shaking , moving and jumping and screaming. then Prophet TB Joshua said that there were 53 different kind of spirits in the place. i was really very scared. not only because i saw the spirits in others but also i was scared that i had another spirit in me. it sounds silly now but really man, when i was there, i really was hoping that i do not have any such spirit. haa. THANK GOD I did not have any animal spirits in me. HAA.

then then. there was this indian couple. they were there fer healing. the lady said in front of everyone that she and her husband had AIDS and that they hope that Jesus will cure them. then, TB Joshua looked at the indian man and went, '' you were the reason why ur wife has AIDS. Look at what u have done .. '' then the indian man tried to defendhimself saying''i did not know..'' then Prophet TB Joshua said '' you should know.! u are a conscious sinner. and tell me when you know.'' went on to pray for the wife and toold her that it was not her fault at all that she had AIDS.

haio. this was just one case. there were plenty of them man. i am really glad that God healed the people and i could witness it. increases my faith more.

Birthday wishes to my darlings Allyssa and Zara!

daily life

Fri met up with nithya for dinner. Met at Lot 1 but ended up going to causeway point to have dinner at pastamania. Super fun catching up with her. and she was just so sweet man. she got me a christmas present. LOL. so cute man. and boy is she busy travelling around the world and spending MORE of her Dad's money!! haa.

Sat went Escape themepark with Shinin Starz ( vaneet and timothy joined in). It was really fun. and oh there were many malay gyus in charge of the games and all. Almost all malay. haha. hmm.. not really making a statement but just saying what i saw. haa. had good fun man. but was damn tired after that.

after Escape, we headed to Christchurch to watch a christian musical " Heaven's gate. Hell's flames." It was a tamil one. kinda nice. and being drama as i always am, i cried in the first scene itself when 'christ' was carrying the cross. Really good show.

Sun went to church. practiced for the christmas show. Sharon taught us the dikir barat steps. Super cute. and oh the guys were making funny sounds which actually turned out well. HAA. Went northpoint with mum after church which happened to end early fer that day. Ate my favourite tom yam soup. DELICIOUS man.

Mon i was waiting at clementi mrt station for my mum so that we can go to my granny's place to visit her as she had an eye surgery. so i waited.. from 4.10 ALL the way till 4. 45.

Somewhere around this time, i saw a malay guy.

He was walking towards my area.

He was smiling.

He was smiling right at me.

I looked closely.

Who could that guy be?

Then, it dawned upon me that it was Aidil.

Aidil,junior from BVSS.

I smiled back at him.

i waved at him.

Then, suddenly the malay guy's facial expression changed.

He looked surprised.

I looked closer at him as he walked nearer.

He looked at his friends and they were all like putting their hands around him.

Then i realised, the malay guy was NOT aidil!

he was someone else.

someone whom i Do not know.

That guy together with his friends smiled and then went into the mrt.

and to end this stupid experience,

they all smiled and said ' BYE!' to me when they left.

LOL. super dumb man. i really thought it was my friend aidil. he was smiling at me for goodness sake. what a loser man. but well, guess i was the biggest LOSER afterall. haa. so embarassing. wrong person!

replies to tags:

gene- hahaha. exactly. scary thing!

vam- hmmm.. well, hmm.. u ask nithya lah. u never ask her out mah.. hee.

zara-hey u. i did write u a testimonial? cant remember. and oh saw vin in the mrt it seems. good for u. bad for him.

midori- yeah babe. OMG. bet u will love it as ur pet.

bala- hahah. now u do. actually, i am mixed breed. heeee.

nithya- what can i say? they are indian guys. i ought to be scared of them.

jaime- yea sure.=)

hid- when theres a will, theres a way.

vin- waking up to u never felt so real. haa. loser!

den- hahaha. what can i say. even losers win at times.

jenn- i had it already. thanks ahh..

spiders.

OMG.! there was this BIG spider in the class and it scared the shit outta my chinese teacher. HAA! she screamed so damn loud man. it was huge and no one knew where it came from. eew. scary man. the children were all so drama lah. were like '' EEEE!!! SPIDER!!! RUN!!'' and no one dared to go near it.

we called for the housekeeper and she came to catch a spider which she thought was small. then her facial expression totally changed when she saw how big it actually was. HAA. i was damn funny man. she was like ' WAH. so big!' then she carefully caught the spider and kept it in a container which was sealed. and from then, the spider was the talk of the day. EVERYONE from the teachers to the children were going crazy over it. HAA.

ITS A SPIDER DAY.

the spider looks small here but it was actually big man.

tags

I AM HAPPY!

replies to tags:

van - err.. that sounds more like you!

zara - hahahahaha.. he told me already. LOL. it was MORE THAN obvious.! and yeah its boring yea.

hid - yeah man! OKAY WELL, heres fer you! ENGLAND AHHH!

sean - HAAA! i Like LEH!! and pls dont nudge me in msn convos. its damn IRRITATING!

vin - hmm. okay. if u insist..

jenn - oh yah. we have met up adi. haha. and yeah babes. thank YOU for being a great friend!

vam - hahaha.. it bugged me many. haa. i miss you also la okay.. hahahah.. and nithya just gotta know my blog. haha.

nithya - heya babes. thanks so much mayn. SEC school friends rawk BIG TIME. love u lots!! cant wait fer FRI!!! DINNER DATE!!

bala - hahaha. cheered up already..

hid - wah. like river siah ur love fer me. hahaha..

faz - hahha. i loved the danzation. SUPER NICE!

zara - hahahaha. loved it man. u ahh. next time bring bucket wherever u go.

Den - hahaha. just trying to say that u are smart ryte. u win lah.. SMART! that u are.

SINGAPORE BOTANIC GARDENS

went to the Singapore Botanic Gardens. was supposed to reach at 9 but pink and me reached at 8 10am. how friggin early is that hah. we went to explore the place. went to the swan lake and i have no idea why but i kept having the feeling that i was gonna fall into the lake. SCARY man. then my body will suddenly jerk to '' prevent myself from falling into the lake''. HAA.

after exploring the place, we headed to the entrance to wait up fer the rest. then we officially started our field trip. we had a talk fer ard 30 minutes. then my class went to the rainforest. SIALAH. SO MANY MOSQUITOS. all biting here and there. hahaha.

was damn thirsty man. then, BR went to eat there while the rest of the class went off somewhere. and oh, now was the most fun part in the whole of the field trip. BR saw these 4 ang moh kids. SO CUTE. then was THIS BOY, he went '' hey girls! wanna go for a walk?'' to the two girls with him and another guy. LOL!!

thats it. He caught out attention with that one sentence!! then BR went over and talked. n the kid was like more than happy that we talked to them. then we took photos and videos of them. they so willingly posed fer us. and we heard from the maid that they dont take photos with other people should they ask to take photo of them but they were so happy when we did. HAA!she was also rather surprised at the fact that the children we really enjoying themselves talking to us.

HAA. thats EARLY CHILDHOOD EDUCATORS FOR YOU!all in all, i had fun. =) wil be going to my cousin's wedding later.


thats mimi and max =)

blog

i dont know what to blog.

cause when i want to say what i want to say, people dont bother to read or listen.

when i dont, they ask me why.

they want an explanation.

contradicting.

i miss vanessa soh. thats my cheena babes!

i miss jenn. my mind reader.

i miss nithya.bubblegum.



its a two way thing. remember that.

glory defined

been going thru some major problems. did not tell anyone about it at all. i was really breaking down. i went to church today. smiling at everyone as usual. playing with the kids and learning the dance steps for the christmas show. then after sermon. pastor prayed. i totally broke down and almost caused a flood when i heard the words '' you are broken due to some problems. people are saying many things. don't look at them....'' and many more personal things.

seriously man. whenever i am down, HE is always there. he is always there at my side be it good or bad. now, i somehow feel i can pull through no matter what comes in the way. i am really amzaed at how HE can understand so well without me even saying a single word.

There's always a better way

there's always a bridge that needs crossings

there's always the straight and the narrow

the wide and the shallow

But I know that you're guiding me

and the best is yet to come

You've given me hope for tomorrowand I know some day

Chorus

I'll wake up to find Your glory defined

and I will finally bow at your feet

I will lift up your name in honor and praise

when I cross over Jordan I know that I'll be running home to you

It's always the simple things

it's always the obvious that crashes over me

It's always in front of me

it helps me to remember

this is what I live for and I can't wait

Chorus

there's never a question in your message

never a moment without your presence

there's never a doubt in my mind

that I'll

days of our life.

chilled with the Mark, Russell, Micheal, Gilbert, Midori And Hidayah on thurs at Al Azar. LOL. super funny man they all.

a few stuff to mark the day

• our dearest HIDAYAH dropping her tulang.
• meeting KFC guy in Al Azhar.
• Micheal's and Gilbert's starbucks secret.
• me and hidayah being the greatgrandparents of the family.
• Mark's and Russell's non-stop jokes.
• midori's superfast eating speed.
• our tasteless food.
• gilbert's mouth while eating the tulang. what a sight mayn!

and slackd with the guys and Hidayah today at starbucks also. super funny man their jokes. LOL.! laugh until the staff came to shut us up! That's the loud mouthed people fer u! reached home at 12 15 i think. haa. am damn bored and its really cold. this is totally no link. but oh well, WHATEVER!

replies to tags:

jessie: HAA! random siah..

shan: finally someone realised what u mean to me ah. thanks babe. =)

wawa: ahahaha. it IS nobody's business babe. haa. u almost sounded gay babe.

naz: LOL. loser seh. haha. oh ya. cant wait to meet.

hidayah: OH mY!! i love swinging in the trees with you too. always trying to get away from the hunter. LOL. daily adventure can. HAA.

Vin: yaaa. i feel so sad fer u man. U missed the fun of ur life by not hanging out with me.

midori: YAY. ure tagged too.

Bala: NO idea what u are talking abt. hee.

rockin tuesday

arrived at school on time for the first time.
and guess what, lecture was cancelled. BR without hidayah went to the library to watch Wimbledon.

then after that, BR ate with "The Machas" (Umar, Chris, Raj) and Alvin today. all four of us had fun. but i'm sure the person who had the most fun was PINK - for obvious reasons.
afterwhich we made friends with norman then from singapore idol, who happened to pass by us and was he glad to have met us, because his friends were not there to have lunch with him.
that's cos he had come down from the mediacorp studio, so that's why he couldn't meet up with them. he was very nice.and funny.he understood our jokes.and guess what?

he knows TANIA, our classmate!what a small world!then, halfway through lunch, hidayah had to attend to some vomit issues in the washroom. so she excused herself while we sat and talked to norman.of course we went to check up on her to make she was allright. then we all walked to blk 52 together with norman, cos his class was at blk 45.
he thought we were from mass comm!
just because we talk loudly, doesn't mean we're from mass comm!
oooh, schema's working it's magic now.
lol.
then, since his stop came first, he bid us goodbye, and we exchanged e-mails.
so now, he is a contact on our msn list!YAY!
and then hidayah couldn't take it anymore, and we had to run to the nearest toilet at blk 46, for her to do her business. poor thing. poor little gorgeous whatever thingie.hope she feels better soon!

then we sent her home in a cab.she really needs plenty of rest, hope she's feeling better. so that's a whole day in school without going for any lessons.

WHAT A ROCKIN' TUESDAY!

bugging feeling

met malcolm in the bus. he asked is i knew grace. then he laughed to himself. when i asked y, he did not reply. he went on saying " NOTHING!" but obviously its nothing..i mean nothing means there's somethign ryte!! ARGH. even in the end he did not tel me what it is. I felt like going crazy man. ITS LIKE BUGGING ME.

haha. had a pretty good day in school. met many friends in atrium.. and came to knew Fitri! haa.

a thursday's fun

Lesson was from 11 to 1. cool eh. my p was flat. i had to meet my relatives in the cemetry. i have ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA why i was so confident on going alone with no hp also. i mean one can easily get lost in the cemetry man. its freaking huge. so i sent Allyssa in the first cab and waited fer mine to come. I boarded it and told the location. The taxi driver smiled at me and said, u going all alone ah? i was like "hmm. yaaa.. meeting the rest there..'' then he said '' very brave ah''
LOL. i wonder why he said that. its broad daylight dude!

Anyway, the taxi driver came from another direction totally and i was sorta lost actually. but i was not afraid. the whole place looked different. I have no idea why i suddenly said '' hmm, u can stop here.'' I SERIOSULY DID NOT KNOW WHERE TO STOP.. IT WAS PURE GUESS..

i am the type of person who wants to explore around in almost abt any and every place. so i just thought i will walk aroud and find my way.. and i started to walk. walked walked and walked. throat was dry. damn dry. then, i saw a tent. the tent where we can buy the flowers and drinks. something familiar!! so i made a go fer it. bought flowers fer both my grandfathers. drank and walked the usual way to my grandfather's grave. saw my mother and granny and rachel who were eagerly expecting my arriving. they scared i get lost in that place. but i was confident in front of them tho, i was like '' no lah. come on man. i will not get lost so easily!'' -if they oni knew-

then cleaned up the area. put the flowers nto place. my grandfather's grave was filled with flowers. what to say? HE IS MISSED!! =) then while my mummy , granny and aunt rosemary and mary were sitted near the grave, david, daniel, rachel and i were having a cmpetition throwing stones. see who could throw the highest and the furthest..

then we went to the other grandfather's grave. It was badly kept. The immediate family members of that grandfather have not come to visit him much man. so obvious. so pissed. When he was alive, u did not take care of him. Then when he died, u wept. Then now u cant even bother to visit him. Its always my family who does the visiting n cleaning up.

then cleaned up and left for the christain columbarium. so that my granny can go n see her mother. haha. we walked hell lot. then we got lost. hailed cab. there were cabs around man. surprisingly. and the thing is the cab driver did not take any cash from us. LOL. he brought us to our destination tho. funny ryte.

then after that, we went tot he columbarium. saw many people there. as in people who were still alive but visitng their departed ones. hee. then it was drizzling. we knew we had to leave soon. and we ended up walking damn fast and we ended up in the chapel while trying to seek shelter. and we saw alot of wreaths. we realised that MP Amy Kho's father has passed away. Poor thing siah. the whole place was filled with wreaths.

and oh, my aunt chatted with this bangla while waiting fer a cab. she was telling him about the difference between Christians and Catholics. and she said '' Jesus died on the cross but mary never.'' and the bangla's reaction was '' WAH. Jesus die but MARY STILL HAVENT DIE AH.'' and he was so surprised. HAHAHAHA.. he thought that mary is some lady living still. haha. cute siah.

then finally we got a cab and went to BB. ate at REX NASI. and oh. david n Me did videos. haha.. drama videos like fighting scenes in tamil movies. super drama. one punch and i fell and i kick and david flies and lands ont he gground and all. LOL. super fun. and the i rushed home bathed and left fer tuition.

tuition was fun. hay and i drew many pokemons. haa. exams are over anyway. a lil fun wont hurt. then headed home. and now blogging.man. i am tired.

replies to tags:

NAZ AND BALA. can u guys like spam each other's tagboards instead? HAA.

allyssa: no probs babe.. haa.. i love u many many. take care of urself. rest wel and get well soon. i mean soooooooooooon. =)

naz: hahaha.. and u getta meet pink allyssa and hidayah.

Bala: EXACTLY.. but they are INNOCENT LAH.. and oh wow. i am clever now that i admit i am dumb? LOL.

first day of attachment

Had a great day In the preschool. its the first day of field praticum and i enjoyed it. i was welcomed with hugs and kisses from my K1 class.. OMG!! they all looked to nice man.. LOve them.. then came missy Vanessa, My mentor. she ecplaimed to me that she has changed our classes and now we have to be with another class.. Alicia got the N1 class while i got the N2 class.

i sadly went up to Miss Julie and told her about it. She actually got sad and sort of angry with vanessa!! HAA!! her face ah.. then she talked to me about some of her life story and all.. Personal stuff all she say siah.. hAA. love her and her accent!! Hee. theen i took my bag and headed to my new class. I was greeted with confused faces. then it took me around 2 hours to gain their trust and then WAh! like best friends siah the children..

hug me and kissed me all around!! LOL! super cute siah. then we talked , played and crapped like crazy for around 1 hour cause the teacher in charge of the class had gone to another class to teach Mandarin. so i was alone witht he kids and i did not even know that the time had gone past sooo fast!! and oh it was lunch and the children had hor fun.. i was damn hungry la. then one boy named justin asked me '' miss meena, are u hungry?'' and i said '' yes, i am very hungry!'' and e imediately said '' you want to shaare my food?'' haio.. so sweet of him ryte!!! siah..

and oh then one ayuka was very cold because of the aircon and she said '' i am very cold'' and guess what the teacher did?? she actually said '' aiyo! so cold ah.. come i give u kiss kiss. then very hot!'' and backed it up with a kiss on his cheek and the ayuka went '' WAh.HOT!!'' hhahaa. in her werds its just play play but fer me, it sounded all so wrong!! LOL.

replies to tags:

bala: hmmmm. no ah.. then take it as i'm dumb!!

pandiji: hmmm. nice attempt! dint fall fer it. i am just too smart..

den: free my foot!! i know how to keep myself timed. okay. my sentence dont really make sense ryte. argh! nvm.. haha..

pink:LOL. sexy baby? hmm i think u got the wrong blog!! hahaha.. oi. get ur internet fixed siahh.. oni use internet in school oni!

jessie: hello madame.. i have commitments babe.. and also u told me like 2 days before.. haa. oh i still get to be ur friend RYTE??

MOnday

sch was to start at 9. was waiting in the BB interchange fer Hid. missed two bus. then came Michael. when i say michael, i remember midori. haa. thank God, i had him to accompany me till HId turned up. and u know what the queue was so freaking long. and gues who we saw? Malcolm!! LOL. and i bet he acknowledged us oni because he wanted to cut the queue by standing with us. LOL. what a swift move! haa.. then he waited fer mathan instead. i still dunno if he manged to get on the bus ornot. haa.

Crapped with michael until school. then headed to class. lecture boring as usual. and oh! HIDAYAH had loadsa to say abt her weekend. and we talked some PERSONAL stuff. lol. i love talking these to her. andoh i bet she loves it too!! haa.. Then headed to Students Union to print our project together with yana, tiffany and joyce!! saw danny and timon!! then printed and went fer ITA lecture.

After that, ate with mark, michael, midori, russell hid and pink! haa.. then mark, Hid, PInk, michael and me went to library. in the end, pink, HId and me ended up watching '' meet the parents'' while mark was watching his whatever anime in his lappie and michael left fer class. haa.. Hid and i went off after movie and went home..

Good day afterall! =)

replies:

split persona a.k.a pandiji - haaa. one look and i know its u!!

naz: hello there spilt persona a.k.a pandiji a.k.a naz, haaa..LOL. and sorry din come ur house. haa. i really dinno that invite was fer me.. haha.. AND my dear naz, i would not want UR vin to tag my blog. MINE is good enuf. Thank YOU!! and oh that indian guy ahh.. i was so pissed man.. haha.. of course man.. munkies do think and feel alike. tats why u feel the same way.. hee.. been long since we quarelled.. danm i miss that.. haa.

bala: ehh.. are u trying to sound chim?? haa..

jenn: i going esplanade on sat if got no changes.. i hope there isnt.. haa.. so fri we go elsewhere??

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8.30 to 11.30

doing the stupid scrapbook for three hours!

LOL.

i thought it would be done in less than thirty minutes.

i still cant believe i wasted so much time for a 4 % mini assignment!

HAH.

goodness i was damn stressed just now.

Thank God for Dennis who gave many suggestions.

Hid and i tried and got some sort of an answer.

Hid and i are just glad

that we are not the ITA reps!!

HAH!

Giovanni

had tuition with giovanni on friday to revise fer his exams which is in the coming week. then while i was teaching him, came his dearest mother who disrupted my lesson and had to butt in and teach him. poor boy! HE who was getting every question right, sudenly began to get everything wrong! i was shocked man. Seriously la, i could conect to the lectures and how children need to feel good about themselves and at ease before they can do to the nest of thier ability. Man!! the mother was forcing him to do this and that and kept nagging at him while he was trying to think!

i was so pissed can. i mean my poor GIOVANNI is getting stressed! please mind your tone on the child!! haio. then when she left for toilet, i took the chance to let Giovanni calm down and be himself. he was so stressed he nearly cried lah! argh. i get so pissed when parents do not treat their children with respect and always scold them. especially in the MRT trains. the parents scold the children and humilate them in the trains and all without realising that it has an effect on the children. please treat children with respect cause they are not toys to be manipulated.

replies to tags:

bala - lol. oh crap. what a coincidence to have u read that particular entry! haa. and oh that guy! loser la.. haa..

vin - haa.. thank u buddy!!

hidayah - LOL. bet he will not dare to even look my way siah!! my darling!!! hahahahaha..

HotPoliceGuy - LOL.

den - haa. am cool man.. not heated at all!!

indian guys!

okay i DID stereotype indian guys in my previous post. i am sorry to the nice indian guys who still exist. here. i am thankful i do know some indian guys who are not typical. the few indian guy friends i have worth mentioning.

VIN you are indian dude! haa. ur other bloods come later. vin is a great friend. always there. he knows what he wants and goes fer it. never say die. always have the '' lets do it'' spirit. very straightforward! and knows when i need someone to talk to. someone who listens to what others have to say before opening his mouth to give his views. a true friend! and all that indian jokes he says. damn funny.

MATHAN well, this dude is someone i know from Princess elizabeth has grown up now. very vain. takes photos of himself and his muscles. LOL. he is definately not typical. and he has a mind of his own. does not follow people. a person of character but can very lame at times.

BALA friend from Bukit view secondary school. thought was someone very disciplined and very prefect kind. turn out totally opposite. good joker. also has a mind of his own and speaks up when he has something to say. super friendly. leave him in a room of strangers and u can come back to see him with his new set of friends! good listener.

AARON my dearest cousin brother. he is the most nicest guy ive met man. i mean he is damn helpful. does things willingly to help. and is very sweet. i remember he was there fer me in my O level days always encouraging me. he is such a darling. very humble and polite. and loves to play pranks. haa. kena caught like all the time. not pro enuff!

SASI my brother himself. such a dearie. always there to help. he is my bank. always there. and he actually understands some of my problems without me saying. when i say indian guys disturb me or what. he very protective, say what he is police gonna break those guys face. haa. he means well tho. i love him. and he is very helpful. and sentimental. and handsome! =)

apart from vin, i bet no one in this list will see this but yeah. just felt like saying some good points of my indian friends. haa. random entry i know!

raped

feel like i was raped. this indian guy was was on the other side of the interchange waiting fer 189 saw me and came out and looked at me for some time. then he went into the queueing area fer 945 and stood ryte behind me coming closer and closer to me. i felt so helpless. i was pissed at his behaviour. i wanted to shout at him. but i knew it will be rude. i kept quiet. i stood up and moved a lil further away. i wanted to get out of the queue but i could not as there were people on both sides. the the indian guy aged ard 30+ whispered something like ''pretty..''. i did not turn back to look at all.

i was afraid. past memories of the indian ITE guys behaving in such lowly manner with me came to mind. then the indian guy went away from the queue. i did not turn back at all. hoping and praying that he will go far away. then the bus 61 came. i boarded it thinking it was over and i did not have to look at that fella's face again. BUT! no it was not over. the indian guy actually boarded the bus and he had the cheek to sit beside me. goodness. i have no idea what happened to me. i mean i can see myself shouting at the bloody guy in this situation but no. i did not shout.

i felt lost. i felt helpless. i mean he did not touch me or anything. but u know. i can see his eyes surverying my body and i was so disgusted. i felt used. i wanted to get up and go away fromt he sit. but then, i would have to go past him to get off. so i sat where i was. FREAKING BASTARD..

he could still talk to me saying what engineer something. and before i knew it, tears began to form and i actually cried! and that Loser got damn scared and immediately pretended to use the phone and got off at the very next stop. i called hidayah immediately and told her everything while crying. thank God fer her. she understood my problem and i really appreciate it.

this is the reason why i cant communicate with indian guys. it all started when i was confronted by the ITe guys. i lost hope in indian guys. seriously. why must they be like this. HOPELESS. oh crap. i am crying now. like wth. why the heck must i waste my tears on them??

and oh, when i got home and told my mother and sister about this, quess what was thier reaction?? WTF?? '' you should have scolded him like ''what the fuck do u think u are doing??what do u want?'' and my mum went, '' you should have called me!''... i was damn pissed man. i only wanted someone to listen to my probs. NOT go and say '' you should have....'' and '' why didnt you?'', '' why did u just cry?'' or '' why u so dumb?''

WTF!! dont rub it in. u think i had all the time to think about this when i was with that indian guy??ArGH. FUCK man.

FUCK!

selamat hari raya

Selamat Hari Raya dear friends! =)

Happy Deepavalli!

Happy Deepavalli to my friends and family celebrating it!

well, the day was spent at my granny's. Thank God cause my Dad gave $50. lol. i am damn broke now man. HAA. goodness it was a boring day. but the cousins were entertaining tho. i could not talk much to them tho. i almost forgot how to talk to other indian guys. i just dont know how. haa. tho they are my cousins, i just cant communicate. and when i cant talk, i am like really bored. so i read my storybook and messaged my friends who were as bored as me. HAA.

then they families started to leave and then finally it was time to go home. before then we played with the sparklers. Lol. the whistling ones are kinda scary man. by right , we should not be using these now that there is haze, but oh well, its just hard to resist. haa.

hope everyone had fun!

its deepavalli people

HMM.. okay. so DEEPAVALLI is here it seems... there is big preparations in my granny's place. haa. all that cookie making and stuff. i am so gonna eat ALOT on Sat.. Every Deepavalli is the same fer me. go granny's place and sit on the floor and watch movie while the MEN sit on the sofa chatting away and having the cookies. ARGH.

MEN are always treated better than women. women are regarded as some lowly creatures. i hate that man. i will be sitted on the sofa at first.. but once my uncle and his family comes, i must immediately move and sit on the floor instead. THEN, the guys get to sit on the sofa. i mean to some, it means NOTHING. its just shifting place. BUT TO ME, IT MEANS ALOT. cause even tho there is space on the chair beside my uncle or guy cousin, i am NOT ALLOWED to sit there as it seems that MALE species are far TOO PRECIOUS and must be treated as GEMS..

Serious man.. and oh, my Dad's greatest worry is that i will embarass him as i DO NOT KNOW HOW TO COOK.. he makes it sound like i, as a woman( an indian woman) will have no life if i do not know how to cook. Goodness! These wise elderly indian people in my family will make me go crazy. I sorta know what to do when. pls. give me space.

Hee. okay. i grumbled quite alot. But i must say, i am really glad to be an indian. i mean serious dude. come on. who can imitate us exactly like who we are? OUR ACCENT!! man. it takes an indian to do that.. HAA. and i sorta like the culture and stuff. and oh, how can i ever forget BOLLYWOOD? i love it so man. haa. Okay la uh.. INDIANS rock! haa..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIDAYAH!!

BR had mini birthday celebration for Hidayah.. we brought her to YELLOW and got her ears pierced. something she did fer the first time altho she is 20. haa.. She was calm i will say. bet she was cursing us deep inside. haa. then surprised her in the park. with a brownie cake. it was yummy. really was. nice nice!! Hope she had fun!! haa..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIDAYAH BABE!!

replies to tags:

vin: eh.. dead as in? and thanks fer THAT!

faz: i know!! of course man. got u in them..

hid: LOL!!! so cute can.. superwoman HId.!!

perl: OMG!! it is DELICIOUS. we one day go there eat man!!

Shruthi: HELLO! how did u find my blog?? clever seh..

den: agreed man. damn damn damn tiring!! ARGH!!

yums

BRP (without pink and pris) had dinner at some place in thomson . goodness. the prata there is awesome man. i mean AWESOME> was super delicious. yum yum. thanks PUMA fer introducing that place. i loved the food there. i ate fried beehoon.mushroom cheese prata.salted lassi. banana prata with maple syrup. DELICIOUS!!!! hee.

then after eating till our hearts content, we decided to leave. Hid had to leave and so we waited fer her bus with her. haa. and what did we do while waiting?? take photos of course. hee. so much fun. then we went to Junction 8. went oni to minitoons. then headed to KFC, where we slacked fer a few minuttes and we were all soooooooo bored, we decided to go home. haa. reached home at 11.00pm. i am coming home more early now. yay!

and omg. my feet hurts big time. i dropped the big chunky padlock on my foot. damn pain siah. too much to bear. now, its red n swollen. argh!! and i mean it. ARGH!!

replies to tags
Jingxian .. hahahahahahahahhahaha.. u win babe! u win!

hidayah .. yaaaa laa. omg. thank god we took many many photos today!! hee

ting .. alamak.. what to do.. i busy siahh.. haa. i wanna go sentosa with you!!

ECP AMBER

BBQ at ECP rawked much. had fun. poor Ming tho. he was fasting and he is the one who started the fire and all. hee. Greg and Ming left early cause they had some family stuff ay some hotel. then only people started coming in.

talked crap and whatever not. and oh there were ard 6 indians. all so drama man. first the girl had an asthma attack. she fell and the friends rushed to give her the spray. and the thing is none of us noticed this except fer Perl!!!so cute can. then the indian girl vey emo went alone by the sea and cut her hand. then her friends came to the rescue and started scolding her. blabla.
hee. the thing is we were so inspired by the drama that we asked allyssa to take a video of us re-enacting what happened. hee.damn funny can.

and oh. i CYCLED!! omg yes i did. tho i was very nervous of falling down. its been ages since i cycled. but i knew i could do it. so, i took the bic and off i went. going all the sideways, losing control of the bike. allyssa was like '' wait! i am coming!'' but knowing me, i just believe in learning by myself. only then can i do it right. so i went. allyssa follwed. hee. and within a few minutes i was cycling like i owned the area. hee. so fun. and feel content. so up fer cycling anyone??

hee. ate alot alot. and thanks to eugene who was the cook fer the day until hid came and stole his business. hee. Amber rawks many man. i love AMBER!!

ECP!

i hate MSN!! stoopid siah. i hate it when ppl dont receive my msges n i cant receive msges. Argh.
but then when i finally do receive the msg ah, its like i am so happy. LOL.

oh my oh my! cant wait fer tmr!! ECP!! yay! can see amber peeps. at least those who are coming. haa. anyway, i have been slacking at home. sick can. i hate this. and i chatted with pink today. am so glad to chat with her. been like ages talking to her. was laughing in the mrt like crazy talking to her. man. miss her siah. and she will not be coming for BRP dinner. she gotta go malaysia. hee. hope she has a good time.

and tmr got no giovanni tuition. yay! and oh i forgot to say. Hay loved the present i got him. lol. he was like kissing my hands saying i rawk. LOL. and surprisingly he listened to me today. did not monkey ard. it saved me alot of work. haa. i did not have to stare at him. hee.

randomness

issnt it just so funny how ppl say they miss u but dont wanna compromise on their time to meet you just so that they can spend time elsewhere? goodness.. that attitude is indeed laughed to scorn. thought u will change your mind. but i guess u are so used to me explaining everything to you that u have even stopped thinking fer urself.. THINK. u aint gonna use up all ur brain cells by doing so anyway. THINK!

anger management

i have no idea but i have been losing my temper over small things. like everything irritates me. and i have actually quarelled with some of my friends over small issues. feel damn bad now man. im really sorry. hais. anyway, i am going east coast on wed fer the amber outing! cant wait!! yay!

mich: okies sure babes!! yay!

den:lol. nothing at all. i scare myself can.

jess: hey!! miss u so much!! lepak soon kie..

cheena babes rawk!

went out with zaed yesterday. did stoopid stuff. had lots of fun. hee..
i even went high in the air. lol. somethingi am scared of.. hee.
and today went i woke up and walked into my hall, i saw a LETTER.
and it was for ME!! and i knew who is was from.
My one and only Cheena babi!! more like Cheena babes! Vanessa!!
and i was like so happy i eagerly opened it and saw...

a badge that van gave saying it reminded her of me.

and this a letter card from her. so nice can she. haio.

i love my cheena babes so much. she has been a great friend and i love her alot!!
thank you babe!! =)

last day of werk!!

it is the last day of werk tmr! am i glad!! heee.. gonna go out with all my friends the whole of next week. yes ahh.. anyway i had a great day today tho i was sick. haa. first, there is this chinese guy who always says i laugh. comeone man. i DO laugh. but whats ur prob ryte.. then today he came up to me and said ' wah. nevr laugh today ah?' then i smiled and said ' today sick la. got mc. no need to laugh today! as u already know what i said was not much of a joke but that fella was laughing as tho i told him something funny. lOL. and even complimented ' good one!'LOL.

then had to entertain weird people and their questions as usual. after work while going down to cold storage, we saw the indian security man and hid and were laughing. he said '' wah! always see u laughing!!so happy ah'' and laughed his way to the exit. and within a few seconds of him saying that, some other chinese fella whom we have not seen before, went '' always laughing..'' LOL.. damn funny can that moment.

oh and guess what. i realised the train i took terminates at yishun oni after hid and i boarded it and oni when we reached yishun. LOL. no wonder it was not crowded.. hee. got off the train and waited fer the next one. Saw sivabalan my pri sch fren. then took the train to BB! while walking to cross the road to walk thru the park to my home, i saw Eugene. He was with his other friends. walked thru the park, enjoying every momeny of it.side track abit ah, i love walking in the park. i used to walk early in the morning. it was so beautiful and nice. now i love to walk at night. so relaxing man. i mean its so cooling. so matter how fast i waslk, i dont perspire. like so carefree.

after the walk in the park, went to Gio's house to teach tuition. Thought him and then headed home. man. my mother fried hot dogs. OMG... i love hot dogs.. been ages since i ate them. i mean i eat it often in school but now that its hols, i rarely get to eat it.. yep. that was my day. cant wait fer tmr!! LAST DAY OF WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)


replies to tags..

den:lol. i do not call u that. at least not recently. okie. at least not yesterday. i made extra effort to mind my words u know.. =)

vin: omg. stop wasting time!! go n sightsee!!

chooo: of course babe!!! i wanna.. i was prayin fer this day all along!! =) next week i am free!! book me.!!

hid: you online? cant see u!! as usual!!

jenn: omg!!! yes ys.. i had fun with u tooo.meet up more ya..=)

beauty of grace

Krystal Meyers

Beauty of Grace

Tell me why do you run?

You say you’re so ashamed

Bruised and broken

Thought if I figured out the mess you made

Then I will leave

But anywhere you are

Is never too far away

There’s freedom from your scars

The mistakes that you’ve made

Forgiven

The memories erased

Baby, that’s the beauty of grace

La de da, la de da da

Tell me what is love?

I’ll never hold you to

The things you may have done

You say you want new life

In My arms there’s mercy

So blow a kiss goodbye

To all the pain you hide