meetings

went to school for meeting.

slacked.

had a meeting.

BR went kap.

talked alot.

had fun.

back to me - building 429

i had made some promises to God. i told him that i will do some things for him. but i have not been doing them. and eventhough i have not been doing them, i still received prophecies that my future is gonna be good and that i will be brought to high places.

i was wondering why that was so. i mean i have not been doing what i am supposed to do. if thats the case, why would God still wanna bless me. i should be punished instead. but yesterday God spoke to me. He clearly said that i have not been doing what i promised him to do and he wanted me to get started as he wanted to do a greater work in me.

i felt very guilty. suddenly, i felt as if i have been such a bad girl but still God wanted me as i was. i made a decision to set things right. i started doing it the right way today. i feel great man. i really do. i just wanna be a good girl. =)

and yesterday's message too was good. it talked about bitterness. and that there should not be a trace of bitterness in our hearts. So, i felt that i should apologise to BR. i messaged them and apologised about anything i haev said or done which might have caused any misunderstanding. Somehow, i felt better. i mean i have not been saying my thoughts out to BR cause i have been controlling my temper and i have kept my feelings inside of me. so when i do that, these feelings that have been suppressed turn into bitterness and i move away from the people. so today, after the sermon, i reconciled with the people that God wanted me to. and i feel relieved.

i learnt that no matter who's fault it could have been, we should always make peace. it might or might have not been your fault, but we have the duty to maintain peace at all times. so yah. i feel great.

back to me - building 429

Tears burn like the flame of the fire
Words heart when they come from an empty heart
Then time stops like the hand of a broken clock
And everything that lit up your life is covered in the darkness
I know, I knowI feel your pain
I know, I know

When the world is closing in, you’re breaking down
You’re crying out but there is no answer
When you call, just close your eyes and know that
This twisted road eventually, is gonna lead you back to Me

Ice melts to reveal a frozen soul
And the water rises to new suffocating heights
And it feels like you’re drowning in desperation
Cause everything that lit up your life has been covered in the darkness
I know I know
I feel your pain
I know I know, you know the way

When the world is closing in, you’re breaking down
You’re crying out but there is no answer
When you call, just close your eyes and know that
This twisted road eventually, is gonna lead you back to Me

chinese rock!

went to the DSA (down syndrome association) on fri. supposed to be a field trip there. only seven of us. it was nice. the people there as in the teenagers with down syndrome were really friendly. they were not faling anything. genuine people. had a good time there.

then headed to mambo billiard to see pink. had a quick time with her. talked nonsense. and of course pink gave me chewing gum. hahahah. she always gets those for BR when she goes malaysia. then i left to meet allyssa and hid.

was late when i did meet up with hid and allyssa. and oh guess what. the bus was like so empty and before i knew it it was just me and the driver. lol. we even had a long chat man. he was really friendly. then i dropped off and met with my babes.

we were like really hungry. so we headed to marina square and ate. yum food man. really good. then we slacked at esplanade. then came the indie chinese rock music. haha. you could see the families of young children actually getting up to move away. hee. and hey altho we could not understand what exactly those people were saying, it was really entertaining man. its all about the music man..

then we walked walked and walked. hahaha. we walked till we dint have much energy and then we decided to go home. it was a good day. just a lil tired. and oh. i really wonder when BR will meet up as a group. although, i have other besties and all, i have no idea why i place so much emphasis on meeting up with BR. its just that i dont wanna lose them.

replies :

zara- more like its YOUR year dude! hee. love u too.

grace - you scared me man. i thought annan as in some indian guy name.. hahahaha. yeah. meena akka sounds MUCH better... hee.

yana - hahaha. its really dumb aint it.. hee. ey go out together ahh..

okie now. photo time baybeh.


pink and me


we tell ya. the food's good!

hid allyssa me.

yeah!

taken from the shirt which chek whye look-a-like was wearing.

the people.

randomness

have been just oh-so-lazy to blog.

wed went to slack with Allyssa and Liz. we ate at long john silver's. and we saw sofian. guess what? his gf kept on staring lah. like hello but you can keep your bf to yourself cause we are not interested at all man.

then went to esplanade.made random calls to our friend's list to ask if anyone knew any place where we could explore. many gave very brilliant ideas. shingo for example, said we could head to the mrt station and head straight home. and tas who said that we could take random buses and get down anywhere and start walking. and of course vin who suggested bowling. how exciting!

we were like so bored. we just sat and slacked listening to the people blasting some music. hee. and i have to say. some indian guys took photos of allyssa. now now, she sure has suitors of all races. hee.

was a good day in all. pink was not there tho.


the three of us.

two now.

random pic which hid just sent to me.

lalala

good day people. tmr is sunday. and i am going malaysia. to kota tinggi. It is my niece's baby dedication. i have so many nieces and nephews, i think.

okay. so i have been watching many movies lately. its no good man. not good at all. i better start doing something worthwhile. =)

and oh i wanna apologise for replying late to my tags. i always forget to reply when i blog. heeee.

replies:

grace - yeah babe. sure!! will link u up!!

somebody - im sorry. i think i have more than enough friends who take up more than enough of my time and make me more than mad. so i dont need another to add to my burden. thanks for the offer tho.

zara - OMG! really? i will call you tonight. tell me all about it..

vin - it was good! may thanks!

den - its ended well. YAY!

Vday 07

YAY! days have been great!!

tuesday was my last paper. boy, am i relieved!! heee. was having the exam symptoms all before the exams. my throat was like so damn painful and i had non-stop cough which made me really mad. but well, it all ended well. exams were finally over. and ALLYSSA, PINK and I went to vivo! had a really good time. and we ate at new york pizza. hahahha. wanted to see if the malay laydee who quarelled with naz and me was there. she was not there tho. hee. Allyssa treated us to dinner. so nice of her.. and i will usually not accept treats cause its just weird, but syahira dearie said that she just felt like giving it. lol. she is super nice babe. enjoyed the time with them. Then, NAZ came to join me and allyssa. She was saying about her date with NAZMI! weird coincidence rite. nazmi and naz. lol. no wonder they call themselves twins. haa. after allyssa left, naz and i shopped around and then headed home. good day!

wednesday was simply AWESOME!! i woke up really sick. was really tired and all. but then things just got better. firstly, i went off to met my uncle to pass him some things. He ah. haio. he can just get so irritating at times man. LOL. he tell his own jokes and laughs to himself. i mean, its not even funny man. but whatever man. After that, i went to Esplanade. hahaha. i tell u, it was like so nice man. i was listening to my mp3 and just enjoying the wind. SUPER SHIOK man. then met some of my friends whom i din intend to meet. spent some time with them.then i went to the arts library. i was reading a book and was sitted at the desk where there were four chairs. so obviously since i am only one person, the other three chairs were empty. then walked in a really cute guy. There were like sso many seats at the table behind me and more. But, he came right up to me.

guy: hi! anyone sitting here?
meenatakes her eyes off the book and pretends to look at the guy for the first time.
meena: oh, nope.
guy holds on to one of the chair.
guy: may i?
meena: haha. yea..

omg. then the guy just sat on the chair and begins to draw. he draws so beautifully. so so nice man. and then i could not really concentrate on the book anymore. i was like so distracted by his drawing. hahaha. but oh time past so fast and i knew i needed to be off. so i left the library and went to the mrt station to go to my sister's office. i got lost yet again. but i still managed to find my way there without my sister's help. hee. i am so smart man. then we headed straight to eat.

And then we somehow found our way to DBS Arts Centre - Home of the Singapore Repertory Theatre. lol. gosh. i was like all so ready for ' The picke King' - by the indian ink theatre company.. been like so looking forward to it. hahaha. the play was simply great. it was hilarious. i really laughed so much man. this was my second time attending their show. the first one was ' the Candlestickmaker'. It too was great. haahah. so all in all, i really enjoyed the 'pickle King'.
nice stuff man. so after that, my sister and i went home. it was a tiring day man. but it was fun.

Happy Valentine's!

argh exams

exams make me so sick.

i hate them.

throat hurts so bad man.

everything just goes wrong.

exams.

really really tired.

i almost slept in the exam. so damn tiring.

questions were exactly what Sukuna had asked us.

Forgot some of the things studied tho. haha.

its the last paper tmr!!

i am so gonna be sleeping and resting man.

and wed, change of plans again.

hahahahahaha.

this always happens..

one more to go. yeah.

replies to tags:

den - yeahman. thanks..

sean - hahaha. i dint ask!

vin - i'll take it from someone who knows. ahahha.

yup

im so tired. tired of studying.

and OMG! the notes are just so weird..

i cant seem to understand..

and the english is so bad man..

AHHHH.

replies :

ferline- wow. i dont know u know my blog. hahaha. miss u man..

vin - she saw!! HAHAHA.

den-hello u thin really that little stuff meh. u try studying my notes and u might just figure how things are for me...

bala -vala.. ahahhaha.. yup u too man..

zara- LOL. i think the pic kena deleted also man.. ahhaha. what to do. do to what. LOL. eh eh. where vin photo?

exams

EXAMS!!

WHAT A HEADACHE!!

LET'S ALL MUG!!

WE DON'T HAVE A CHOICE!!

YEAH!!!

days of january.

Reflections for Janurary.

1. i have been struggling with work.
2. friendships going down.
3. settling other's problem.
4. not keeping in touch with God.
5. family is the only thing getting better.

Somehow have the feeling that February will be much better. i have not kept in contact with many of my friends in jan. so i am like really gonna go out of my way to keep in touch with them. Also, i am learning not to help others too much to the extent that they depend on me. Friendship wise, i really need a break. at a loss, there is nothing to hide seriously. i could just talk it out, but then again, there is no guarantee that it will not happen again.

I should seriously make proper time for QT. not been on track. i am really gonna have to set this right man. The most impt thing for now. oh and i really have to thank vin for being my listening ear. i don'y usually talk about things that are bothering me but if i do, then it has gotta be to the person whom i feel very at eased. so, Thanks vin! Also, the family is somehow getting better. so hope it just keeps getting better in February.

thanks for tagging people! i have already replied you guys in your own tagboards =)