my long day!!

Planned to go to BVSS with hidayah. could not do so due to last minute changes. then i did not really have the mood to go anymore. BUT, thanks to my dearie friends who forced me to go, i went. haas. it was good to meet up with them. really. crappy days brought back to life. saw Ms Lee. Mdm Lock. Mr. Ho.

Headed to westmall with E4 people. had lunch together. and and and.. Yu ting said i had good table manners. Now, thats a compliment!! hee.. then met Nithya and gave her the present that i had bought fer her LONG AGO!! *ahem ahem*

went to interchange to go home as i was tired. then when i was at the interchange, i suddenly did not feel like going home. thus, i went to the library and slacked with mariam n syahidah.

i suddenly felt like going to Np. so without even thinking, i just headed to the interchange yet again and took 61 to school. i did not really know what i was doing there but all i knew was that my feet was leading me somewhere. so i just followed. and i ended up in the sports gallery.gosh. it was so peaceful there. seriously man. i was like the only soul ther i suppose. it was quiet and so beautiful. i loved it.

then after that, i walked to the baack gate to take 961 to woodlands. waited and waited and finally the bus came. took around 20 minutes to reach woodlands and met pretty allyssa there. she was looking gorgeous as always. she was wearing all white. what a angel!! hee. missed her badly. been a while since i met up with her. we walked around admiring all the things we could not afford at the moment. hees. and oh, ira bought the hairband which hid and i have gotten fer ourselves. so cool can.

then we got really tired of walking, we wanted to sit and talk. so what better place is there then the library itself? headed to the woodlands library. BUt then again, we were distracted by a top which was like hanging at the side which looked absolutely gorgeous. we had to get it no matter what man. hee. so we bought it. same one fer me and ira!! yay!! we have the same top.. and then finally we were in the library.

we chatted and shared experiences and thoughts of each other. we talked so much that we realised that it was 6.20 by the time we were done talking. hee. then we headed home. as in Syahira headed home while i headed to my tutee's place. i was so tired in tuition that i kept yawning and hoped and prayed that time would pass soon.

and oh. nothing in relation to todays events but i was really looking forward to going to the *outing* with PUMA. but did not as the rest of the BR could not make it. so i guess i will give it a miss. man. i so planned to have fun this fri . guess plans get ruined all the time. so nothing new. dont plan. have no expectations. life would seem more pleasing then , i think. hee. but then again, there will be no satisfaction. ahh.. whatever!!

salvation army

should i continue with my cell group in salvation army? been thinking long about it. really lost in this matter. i need help on this one. yes i do.

what hurts the most

i love this song. love it so much. so thought of letting you guys see it. enjoy! =)

Artist/Band: Rascal Flatts
Song: What Hurts The Most
Album: Me & My Gang

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That dont bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
Im not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But thats not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin to do

Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But Im oin It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and Im alone
Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
Thats what I was trying to do

troubled?

i have seen many msn nicks. many are sad ones. why ah. i feel sad when i see them. it just means tat the people are troubled. but troubles by what exactly? man. and i chatted with them. to find out more about them and the problems.life is always so painful aint it. but still we find joy in those simple things of life. to all the people, cheer up! life does not end here. =)

and omg!!! this is so interesting man. when i chatted with some of these people. they gave me all so different answers. some are because of break ups. some are because of wanting others to notice them. some are songs. some are just for fun. i mean. so cool can. all are sad but got so many different reasons. goah. this is so fun. whats more. i miss my friends. like got so many friends but no time to meet up. how sad eh.

i miss my friends. i love my friends.i wanna be in tune with my friends. all of them started from those were in kindergarten with me. love them all.

LOVE

it was one of my relatives wedding last week. It was a male and his wife was his secondary school friend who has been his girlfriend since those days till now. Now, she is no longer the girlfriend but she is the WIFE!!! now THAT is something. i mean all this talk about teen love. i love you i love you not blabla is crap. if u last long and everything falls into place then it is love. if not, its just something u got into which was fun at first but later turned out disasterous. when i see all the couples around me being so happy together, i feel that ,yes, it is love and it is so nice to be loved. When in love, everyone seems to forget their friends and their only support becomes the guy or the girl in that relationship. however, when a break-up occurs, guess who is left there? NOT your bf or gf whom u relied fully on BUT, its your family and friends. and all those pain that you have to grow thru. GOSH!! its terrible.. so.... my point is that should u be in a relationship, make sure it lasts. else, dont even get into one!

and oh.. i have another relative also. his name is bala. he is a very nice guy. he is 31 years old. he has been with a girl, a christian girl, for like duno how long already. he has been battling with his parents to allow him to marry that girl. BUT! no they did not allow him abd this guy waited waited and waited hoping that the parents will change their mind but they din. so he has agreed to let his parents choose his wife and they had decided on a girl and Bro Bala and his fiance are getting engaged next month. i wonder what happened to the christian girl man. i mean wth. poor these people. Just because the religion is different does not mean you cant marry her ryte. Man, sometimes i feel like quitting everything and becoming a journalist. i wanna find out more. more about everything. more about things which people dont talk about or dont want to talk about.

okie. talking about journalist, i have NO IDEA why an indian laydee called my mother from tamil murasu and wanted to interview her. lol. my mother was like mmm.. oooooooook.. i cant really go out for the next three weeks. and went on to talk to her for like 10 minutes and i still have no idea what they talked about. talking about the three weeks, my dad is injured!!!! his hand or rather finger got injured and he did a surgery after which he was given a 21 days MC!!! can u even IMAGINE THAT??? 21 DAYS!!! gosh. to think my hols have started. man. he seems weak. i dunno how to react. like go up to him and say ' you okay?' or ' need any help?' or what?? am at a loss. will it even help? ah nvm.. can somebody teach me how to love?

NO MORE EXAMS!!

yes ahh. exams are overr. like finally man.. i really suffered these few days.. so much i dunno what to say. anyway, its all over. so i am gona enjoy!!! and oh to sort of celebrate it, we, BR, went to Mac to eat. Sya was not there tho. she was not feeling too good. missed her. and after eating and crapping, we were about to leave when Pathe and Lav came. Lol!! Party-burn was the name pink gave to Parthe. haio. so drama can. laughed like always.. We always laugh when BR come together. And what more now we had those two people to add to the laughter. had fun. then headed home to teach tuition to Giovanni. He was surprisingly good today. man. THANK GOD fer that. haa. i love my days man. and i really wanna thank SHAHIRAH AND AARON for being such darlings to wish me for my exams and asking me about it. I love everything around me. =)

Mandy Moore

Only Hope

There's a song that inside of my soul.

It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again.

I'm awake inthe infinite cold,

but you sing to me over and over and over again.

So I lay my head back down,

and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours

I pray to be only yours. I know now you're my

only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.

Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.

When it feels like my dreams areso far,

sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down,

and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours

I pray to be only yours. I know now you're my

only hope

I give you my destiny.

I'm giving you all of me.

I want your symphony.

Singing in all that I am.

At the top of my lungs,I'm giving it back.

So I lay my head back down,

and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours

I pray to be only yours.

I know now you're my

only hope.

Cemetry

Went to the cemetry today. VIsited the graves of both my dear Thathas. One is Ratnam thatha and the other, Issac Joseph thatha. man. i miss them. miss them alot. i remember the last days of Joseph thatha when he came to ang mo kio to look after my dying Ratnam thatha. and thirteen days after Ratnam thatha's death was Joseph thatha's turn to be taken away. Well, it was sad but oh. that are so happy with Jesus Christ can. No more trash from the world. Sometimes, i just wanna run to my Big daddy and just stay there. no worries. no fear. no sin.

anyways, about my trip to the cemetry. it was so hot there can. i was like perspiring like anything. but it was so peaceful. i mean really! rachel even suggested having my wedding photos taken there as there was free lighting beacuse of the sun and because i was like promoting the cemetry as it felt so serene, peaceful and calm. LOL. wedding photos in the cemetry!! NOT for me! anyway, while i was i the cemetry, i looked back at the lives of my grandfathers and realised that thier lives were extremely tough. but they never did they stop worshipping the Lord. never once did they push the blame on him.

i wanna be like them. cause Jesus is the same for all. He died for everyone of us whether people might except it or not. When i die, i wanna run to my father and know that i am gonna be with him forever and ever. For He is my strength.

Love

i was lost. really. so overwhelmed with all those notes. i prayed. God helped me. i am just so thankful can. Always, He is there to help me. i dont deserve it i know. But!! its just in His nature to help. I love You, Jesus!! =)

Mug!

MUGGING TIME IS HERE!!

very meaningful

A email message i recieved. very meaningful!
A young man learns what's most important in life from the guy next door. It had been some time since Jack had seen the old man. College, girls, career, and life itself got in the way. In fact, Jack moved clear across the country in pursuit of his dreams. There, in the rush of his busy life, Jack had little time to think about the past and often no time to spend with his wife and son. He was working on his future, and nothing could stop him. Over the phone, his mother told him, "Mr. Belser died last night. The funeral is Wednesday." Memories flashed through his mind like an old newsreel as he sat quietly remembering his childhood days.
"Jack, did you hear me?" "Oh sorry, Mom. Yes, I heard you. It's been so long since I thought of him. I'm sorry, but I honestly thought he died years ago," Jack said. "Well, he didn't forget you. Every time I saw him he'd ask how you were doing. He'd reminisce about the many days you spent over 'his side of the fence' as he put it," Mom told him. "I loved that old house he lived in," Jack said. "You know, Jack, after your father died, Mr. Belser stepped in to make sure you had a man's influence in your life," she said. "He's the one who taught me carpentry," he said. "I wouldn't be in this business if it weren't for him. He spent a lot of time teaching me things he thought were important...
Mom, I'll be there for the funeral," Jack said. As busy as he was, he kept his word. Jack caught the next flight to his hometown. Mr. Belser's funeral was small and uneventful. He had no children of his own, and most of his relatives had passed away. The night before he had to return home, Jack and his Mom stopped by to see the old house next door one more time. Standing in the doorway, Jack paused for a moment. It was like crossing over into another dimension, a leap through space and time. The house was exactly as he remembered. Every step held memories. Every picture, every piece of furniture....Jack stopped suddenly. "What's wrong, Jack?" his Mom asked. "The box is gone," he said. "What box?" Mom asked. "There was a small gold box that he kept locked on top of his desk. I must have asked him a thousand times what was inside. All he'd ever tell me was the thing I value most," Jack said.
It was gone. Everything about the house was exactly how Jack remembered it, except for the box. He figured someone from the Belser family had taken it. "Now I'll never know what was so valuable to him," Jack said. "I better get some sleep. I have an early flight home, Mom." It had been about two weeks since Mr. Belser died. Returning home from work one day, Jack discovered a note in his mailbox. "Signature required on a package. No one at home. Please stop by the main post office within the next three days," the note read.
Early the next day Jack retrieved the package. The small box was old and looked like it had been mailed a hundred years ago. The handwriting was difficult to read, but the return address caught his attention. "Mr. Harold Belser" it read. Jack took the box out to his car and ripped open the package. There inside was the gold box and an envelope. Jack's hands shook as he read the note inside. "Upon my death, please forward this box and its contents to Jack Bennett. It's the thing I valued most in my life." A small key was taped to the letter. His heart racing, as tears filling his eyes,! Jack carefully unlocked the box. There inside he found a beautiful gold pocket watch. Running his fingers slowly over the finely etched casing, he unlatched the cover. Inside he found these words engraved: "Jack, Thanks for your time! - Harold Belser." "The thing he valued most...was...my time." Jack held the watch for a few minutes then called his office and cleared his appointments for the next two days. "Why?" Janet, his assistant asked. "I need some time to spend with my son," he said. "Oh, by the way, Janet...thanks for your time!"

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that take our breath away," Think about this. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much that they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 4. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 5. You mean the world to someone. 6. If not for you, someone may not be living. 7. You are special and unique. 8. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you trust God to do what's best, and wait on His time, sooner or later, you will get it or something better. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good can still come from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look; you most likely turned your back on the world. 11. Someone that you don't even know exist, loves you. 12. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 13. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know and you'll both be happy. 14. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. If you send this letter to all the people you care about, you will certainly brighten someone's day and might change their perspective on life... for the better. To everyone who reads this: "Thank you for your time."

=)

i hope and pray that Hidayah darling and Hay darling will feel much better..
and i also hope that Allyssa Syahira is okie. cause i know she is not okie but i wanna tell
her that although i dunno her prob, things will be fine. We ,BR, love u Ira!! Mwa.

Good old days

Met Nithya after me studying in library. went to cafe cartel and had fun crapping. man i miss the days. and i shant go into it cause its a big disaster after that. LOL. only Nithya, Ling Wen and i know that. LOL. miss my secondary school days. especially when i returned Nithya her chemistry book which has been with me since the O level paper on Chemistry. yep tat long. Hee. I love my friends. then, after crapping and all, took cab to yew tee with her. I went early for tuition today. and guess what? Poor Hay was sick. Yes! my tutee was sick. he was like so quiet n all. man. i really felt bad when i saw him. so i let him play abit this time. and oh, he is improving really well. from like getting 1/10 or 2/10, he scores 6/10 and 7/10.. cool huh. well, i took it up as a challenge to teach people like him whom the rest have given up hope on. Hay has good potential. but as always, people just look at the negative side of him, ignoring all his good pts. I hope i can work together with him to improve both himself n me. hees. anyway, teaching is all about learning all over again.

Smile!

yeas. in school now. i have no idea why i just packed up and came to school. alone somemoe can. like so confident n all. then after coming here, i am like siala must study. LOL. anyways, my journey to school was fun. i have NO IDEA why i keep smiling. pls man. Its scary can, both to me and for others who see me smiling non-stop. WHAT IS WRONG with me? haio. yeps. i was smiling non stop. and the bus driver greeted me " good morning!" so nice can! i like people who are courteous. And he said ' have a nice day!' and that too only to me. lol. NOw, i like him more.You know people can easily make ur day with a smile ( that does not include me . too much smiles = disaster). yep. and about bus drivers, i noticed so many of them. some treat it just as a job. there is no passion in it. they look haggard. like no mood to drive the people and all. and when WE, the passengers, see it, it sorta affects us. affects me at least. if that happens once or twice then it is acceptable. But! it should not be happen like daily. man that really affects me. People need passion n enthusiasm in everything they do. Else, life would be meaningless don't you think.

heres a pic of a bunch of enthusiastic people. hees. BRP!! L.O.V.E

in the middle of the night.

this seems to be a routine. i will be using my lappie late at night. and my tummy will rumble. and i leave the luxury of my bed to go to the kitchen to grab food. while on the way back, i will trip on e wire and then my sista will wake up and mumble something which has no point and go back to sleep. man. so amusing can these people. haha.

oh. i wrote so many testimonials for my friends. yeas. =)

and yes. did i mention i ate wild boar? disgusting can. my mum gave me food as usual n there was some meat which tasted n looked just like mutton. so i ate it and my mummy said dad bought it from Malaysia and that t was delicious. and i ate it too. it was nice.

But!! its not nice when i found out from my mummy that it was wild boar meat. i mean eew. WILD BOAR!!! eew. disgusting.. but well, ive eaten it and its digested and all.. so yeps. i ate wild boar for the first n last time in my life i hope.!! YUCKS!

Someday -Nickelback

SOMEDAY
By: Nickelback
From: www.nickelback.com

How the hell'd we wind up like this
And why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
I wish you'd unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
But don't think it's too late
Nothing's wrong
Just as long as you know that someday I will

Someday, somehowI''m gonna make it alright
But not right nowI know you're wondering when
You're the only one who knows that
Someday somehowI'm gonna make it alright
But not right nowI know you're wondering when
Well I'd hope that since we're here anyway
That we could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up staying
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror

Nothing's wrong Just as long as you know that someday I will
Someday, somehowI''m gonna make it alright
But not right nowI know you're wondering when
You're the only one who knows that
Someday somehowI'm gonna make it alright
But not right nowI know you're wondering when
You're the only one who knows that
I know you're wondering when
You're the only one who knows that
I know you're wondering when

Be yourself!

i just realised that i have not expressed myself properly these few days. well, it could be because everything around me is too fake. and people GOSSIP when they dont agree with u. or it could just be me.

Things getting too fake. Everyone hugs each other. they say i love u so much! BUT! do they really mean it. cause actions and words seem to contradict each other. couples everywhere. but where is the true love? cause in just a month or two, i see the same person with someone else. Dont tell me thats love?im never gonna agree to that.and guess what. talking about love, Love is about giving, sharing, helping, caring and every good thing u can think of. but are the people doing it? they dont seem to care about others' ( family and friends) problems when they are facing with one. so much fer loving and all that load of crap. Loving a person is not that easy. learn to accept their flaws that come along with them and love them fer who they are.

People gossip when they dont agree with you. U know what? i really appreciate honesty. i expect people to trust each other and be honest with one another. but, is that what is happening here? Thats a downright NO fer u!! People lokk at you smile and go ' yes, i agree with you.' then go home and call each other and gossip. OMG!! GET A LIFE YOU LOSERS!! why cant you say things out in the open? everyones opinion matters. whatever u may wanna say, just say it aloud to the faces or everyone. dont even try to hide it cause everyone knows what u will do at home in your comfy lil bed when u call ur girlfrens to gossip. Please dont gossip. u are changing facts and creating ur own truths which u claim is THE TRUTH. if people were to stop gossiping, the world will be a much better place. seriously.

is it just me? cause i have been trying real hard to control my temper these days. so much to the extent that i keep my calm in situations where i can imagine myself to be blasting off. well, as ive mentioned to someone, it could be because i lower my expectations of people. Firstly, i realised that i get angry or rather disappointed then angry when people do not meet up to my expectations. so the best thing i could do is to lower my expectations of peeople so that they will not disappoint me and thus i will not get angry. so yes its true, i did not get angry. i remained calm. but then again, after i lowered my expectations of people, i feel like they mean a lil less. like everything is so carefree. but thats no bonding sort of thing. cause u are bound to have expectations on those around you. like ur family and frens. so i cant seem to figure out what i should do? any other ways of controlling ur temper without havin to compromise on bonds with others?

man. i feel so so relieved now. really. now that ive mentioned this, dont think that i am perfect or that i feel that i am perfect. but these are just my views and i have no problems sharing it. =) and yea. i will now go blog hoppping saying to my dearies that i love them. and i mean what i say.

New car?

man. i was really pissed when i wrote my previous post. but then again. i have many nice things to say. so i shant bother with people who pull me down! =)

firstly, i thank God fer Sock peng! just when i needed someone to watch the fireworks with. haha. she was there and yeps. i watched it with her. haio. so nice can the fireworks. really man. so so beautiful. and u know what i mistook someone else for balaji. was so embarrassed. man. and i even confused vanessa with peiyi on mon. man. all in the same week. wonder whats wrong with me. mistaking all the wrong people fer others. lol.

and yes. uncle Mariadass bought a new car. God promised and yes He is give.! =) and yes. I love you all no matter how u disappoint me or hurt me. And yea, i am better at controlling my temper. =)

IN MY FACE!!

i hate this. people judge u with everything they see. but guess what? things might not be exactly the way it seems u know. can u please find out further before drawing conclusions. and if u have something to say to me, say it to me. IN MY FACE!!

pranking!

as usual when munkey buds meet, pranks are moe than available. naz came with the splendid idea of saying

'what if sone day,

someone came up to you

and gives you a hug.

and says 'we'll meet again''

and goes off?

what will you do?'

below are the conversations we had while naz called these people up to prank using my phone. hee.

Ee khoon: Hello Meena!

Cheena man: Meena?

naz: -asks qn-

Cheena man: er.. why? why will the person say we will meet again?

naz: just think about it!

Cheena man then msges '' hey! whats wrong?''

Cheena man then calls to check if everythings ok.

He thought pink was emo.. LOL!!

Darren: who is this?

naz: can i ask you something?

Darren: sure. why not?

Naz: -asks qn-

Darren: hahahah.. i'll say ok.. who's this?

naz: just think about it!

Davio - never pick up call

Davio msges meena.

Meena says its nothing impt.

Jason -never pick up call

Jason calls meena.

Meena admits to wanting to prank jason.

jason laughs.

Kian Ngee - never pick up call

Kian Ngee calls meena.

Kian Ngee: you call me ah.?

naz: ya. -ask qn-

Kian Ngee: you want to guess the answer ah.

Naz: nvm! just think about it!

Raymond: hello hey hi

naz: can i ask you something?

Raymond: yea sure.

Naz: -asks qn-

Raymond: can u repeat it?

Naz: -asks qn-

Raymond: i will wait for that day to come.

Balaji: give me a minute.

Naz: can i ask you something?

Balaji: yea.

Naz: -asks qn-

Balaji: depends on who i am talking to on the line.

Max - never pick up call

Naz: -asks qn-

Sheng: ok.. fine. have a nice day to you!

Naz: -asks qn-

Zaid: er.. er... i'll be ok i guess.

Zee -never pick up call

Zee calls meena to ask whazzup

Naz says nothin.

Zee: oi. say lah say lah.

Naz:- asks qn-

Zee: respeat it

Naz: -asks qn-

Zee: so u mean i meet two people ah?

Meena: argh! nvm. bye!!

hees. so much fun can. as u can see, some people did not answer the qn can. talk crap sia.

hees. so much fer studying my fm. and yea,a sales lady actually commented that she loved the top i wore.hee. -smiles to herself-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

Shah Iskandar

I SAW SHAH ISKANDAR!!!! fuyoh.. so nice can he.! and he is so friendly. he acknowledges when we were like so hyped upon seeing him by smiling so so nicely can. haio.. so so sweet lah..
- glees from ear to ear- then he even talk to us lah.so so friendly!! lol. i sure can promote someone ryte.

anyway, i went to school at 1. and yea was alone trying to learn that Financial management thingie. and yes. after MUCH consideration, BR has decided to go to challengers camp!! yes ah.. gonna be so FUN!! oh yea and fun reminds me of fazzie. LOL. no link. i had fun today and i choose to ignore the bad part of the day when BR rushed to library to print our assignment. ok great! from ignoring the part, i just mentioned it. what a loser!

and yea. i feel great! =)

You have to pay fer this!!

you know sometimes i get over excited over things and i mess up. well, consider this one of those days. i was like ready before 7.20.. so all e better. i got out and took 941 and reacher interchange. i waited in interchange fer 5 minutes i think then 61 came and i boarded it thinking it was going to be a great day. i am early fer lesson. look at my passion to learn!!! and then guess what! i remembered i forgot to bring my FP logbook! so screwed. no way was i goiin to tell that to GERALDINE ZUZARTE!! man. worst nightmare can..

so i decided to go home and get it after my lesson. and since i was early fer class, i chatted wit Shan outside class.hees. shes nice to talk to. and i feel completely normal when talking in tamil. so so cool ryte.. i know! indian accent. then class started and ended before we even knew it.i headed home and got my stuff and then came right back to school. my tummy was like going ' you have to pay fer this!! im hurting here. give me food i say. ' but. i still had to do my proj. so assignment first food later.

did the assignment after handing in my FP logbook. man. i was so mentally exhausted but i still gave ideas and contributions fer the assignments while some others did not feel bad that they not help much at all. man.. how funny can it get. anyways, its over.

so i came home after assignment-ing. and guess what Giovanni's mum called to say that there is no tuition today as Giovanni is not feeling well. so all the better, i can rest more. but do u think i'll rest? NO! here i am blogging and checking out stuff in e net. lol. so much fer restiing!! and yea, Fazzie played the song 'Far Away' by Nickelback. haio. After she play it ah, like it sounded extra nice. then i came home and listened to it many times. Fazzie influence me too much can. haio. have a nice day y'all =)

Rawking days

fri rawked. had F.O.P!! Thank God fer JAsmine who was so so sweet to book two seats fer me and my sis. sat beside her and well, laughter is something u can get when ur with jasmine.. had a really good time. met Mr Abraham and his wife. incase u are wondering who these people are, they are my sis's bosses. lol. So cute can. haha. And met jasmine's leader, man. she is so so sweet can. haio. u can like see the love of Jesus like oozing out from her. so ncie lah.

Sat rawked too. haha. followed mum for facial.as in she went fer facial whle i walked ard aimlessly for about 1hr and 30 minutes. and thankfully hif n sya arrived and we shopped fer our playkit for CD (Child Development). was tiring. especially with such a terrible leg pain. and oh my mum , hid, sya and me ate at long john silvers later. man. i was so hungry can. ees. then we al headed home.

Sun rawked tooo. just in case u din realise, i will stil say my day rawked no matter how sucky it gets. lol. went to church for cell grp. and oh saw Mat Mal in 941.haha. he so talkative can. but very funny too. fer entertainment purpose. hees. after cell grp had worship practice and after that was service. after service, my sis and i headed to Salvation Army. man. those kids ahh.. lol not exactly kids. thye are aged 10 to 15. man. and i am the small grp leader. like woah. i like my kids no matter what! =)

So little time so much to do

My feet really hurt!! i have no idea but these few days i feel great pain.. man. i so hate this. because ofit, i have become more grumpy cause i feel the extra pain and it totally sucks when people dont understand that. i mean i cant be explaining everything to you can i? hai. chiong-ing ASSIGNMENTS now. So little time so much to do!!!

Prayin mantis or grasshopper?

man. today was a long long day. firstly woke up and came to school to attend a class that i din even have to attend in the first place. haio. information pass down all wrong lah. lol. and guess what. i was nto pissed. amazing can.lol. like since when have u seen meena not pissed n smiling when situations going wrong? okie. i do that some times.. i smile to myself most of the time. thats oni because i people dont smile at me. but they do stare at me.. wonder why man.. weird people. OR. MAYBE its ME who is weird. man. tats scary to even think!

okies. anyway.. i learnt about praying mantis and grasshoppers today from shingo. at the end of it i can say i was oni confused further and i had a craving fer chilli crab after seeing the prayin mantis or grasshopper. (i still got no idea which is which!) man. then got crab andlobster.. mann
-salivates- haha. am really tired. gonna sleep now and then wake up like damn early to do my werk. assignments are a headache!!