Friday, December 29, 2006
exciting or maybe not?
and i fell today when i was listening to a song from dhoom2 and trying to carry my stuff from the hall to my room at the same time. Haio. stoopid siah.
i had the most exciting day of my life today. i like slept till 12pm. then i washed up and ate breakfast. Surfed net all the while till 5pm. and then i had my lunch. It was somewhere after this that i fell. then i showered. feeling so fresh and ready to make myself some coffee, i scalded my hand.
went back to my comp. then ate diner and watched the 9pm chinese drama serial. now back here. Gosh. what an exciting day!
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
days
Watched Dhoom 2. really nice.
and i still think that Bollywood babes are the prettiest lot.
Watched fanaa. nice too.
Theres this thing about tamil and hindi movies man.
its like if there is no love, there is no life.
SO MUCH DRAMA aint it.
25 DEc
Christmas was no blast.
Went to my granny's place.
Same people but no grandpa.
Had good time with the rest tho.
26 DEc
meet up with BR and PUMA to do assignment.
meiting was not there as she was in another group.
After discussion with the PUMAs, BR started on another assignment.
As usual, after doing assignment fer a while,
we went off to cityhall with the intentions os doing work.
BUT, we did not. haa.
ate at marina square. Then slacked with BR.
then i went back to my grannys.
Spent time with family.
headed back home.
27 DEc
went to family friend's house.
The three children are so clever man.
All in Australia and they had come back to spend time here.
they shared their experiences and alll.
Good to have met up with them.
and lastly to those who have tagged me,
thanks guys! love u'll.
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Sunday, December 17, 2006
my hectic week.
Mon- went to Rhema Conference. Damn nice man. many thanks to cheena babes fer inviting me. i really enjoyed myself. I could say that it was the best thing that happened to me this week.
Tues- had to go school because my attendance was marked wrongly and thus i had no choice but to go school. was pissed. but oh well. its over.
Wed-My maths assessment. I set up the maths learning centre that i did. My lecturer, Hui Ni came down to assess both Alicia and me. i was not nervous at all. Its like i am almost so used to teaching. My lecturer said i did well and that she could see that i have built a good rapport with my children and the teacher in charge. YAY!
Thurs- Had school as usual. had to cancel Christmas Lunch with PUMAs. man. that sucked. we were all so excited about it. but due to Macromedia Dreamweaver which gave us such a headache, we had to postphone that. School ended at 1 and guess what. From 1 all the way to around 10, BR was in school using that STOOOPID MACROMEDIA DREAMWEAVER to do our assignment.gosh. It gave us a headache.
Thank God for MICH! seriously man. without her, we could not have get it done. She is such a nice person. She helped us do it. REALLY MAN. a TRUE friend.haio. really reeally appreciate her. LOVE HER!
Fri- Schooled. after school, went to dance studio and met up with Mich once again. She was a great help. and her friends were such nice people. After that around 630, i rushed over to Tekka. Met my sis. Got home around 9 pm. Just when i thought that i can finally rest, i came to know of one major problem. I was really troubled by it. I prayed. My God will deliever whoever is involved.
Sat- went to a malaysia on a tour package with Dad, mum, bro, sis, aunt and ruban. It was fun. BUT BUT BUT. this someone in my family was having this munkey face as always la. HAIO. how traumatising! at homw, u see that person with the same monkey face, then when u go out to enjoy also you see that very monkey face! ARGH. pure torture! Headed home rite after the tour and slept. exhausted.
Sun-went to church earlier to prepare for the Christmas celebrations. It was fun. The celebration and all. i loved the skit part 2. It was a scene where Aaron and Joshua will act as typical gangsters and step cool guys. IT was so funny can. haha. IT was really nice. Food was good as usual. ate ALOT!
i know my God will make a way for you =) you are just gonna be alright mummy.
Saturday, December 09, 2006
casting crowns
Thursday, December 07, 2006
barlow girls never alone
Saturday, December 02, 2006
the Almighty God
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
National healing campaign
after sermon ended. miracles happened! GOODNESS. IT WAS AWESOME. the lame started to walk just like that. Prophet TB Joshua just held the hand of the people who needed healing and he just went like '' do u believe Jesus will heal u? then when the people replied yes, he just held their hands and just sort of blew and said '' you are healed. Jesus has healed u.''
I was seriously standing there in astonishment. i mean. ARGH. i dunno man. its just so hard to describe. One moment u are lame and before u even realise, u are walking! POWER man. then was the spirit binding part. GOSH! i was damn scared till i cried. people who were all LOOKING so normal had spirits of various animals in themm. It was scary how the spirit in them just rose and many people were shaking and doing all sorts of things. One man even rolled doen the stairs. scary man.
there were so many people in the centre. like around 40 people with spirits. they were all shaking , moving and jumping and screaming. then Prophet TB Joshua said that there were 53 different kind of spirits in the place. i was really very scared. not only because i saw the spirits in others but also i was scared that i had another spirit in me. it sounds silly now but really man, when i was there, i really was hoping that i do not have any such spirit. haa. THANK GOD I did not have any animal spirits in me. HAA.
then then. there was this indian couple. they were there fer healing. the lady said in front of everyone that she and her husband had AIDS and that they hope that Jesus will cure them. then, TB Joshua looked at the indian man and went, '' you were the reason why ur wife has AIDS. Look at what u have done .. '' then the indian man tried to defendhimself saying''i did not know..'' then Prophet TB Joshua said '' you should know.! u are a conscious sinner. and tell me when you know.'' went on to pray for the wife and toold her that it was not her fault at all that she had AIDS.
haio. this was just one case. there were plenty of them man. i am really glad that God healed the people and i could witness it. increases my faith more.
Monday, November 27, 2006
daily life
Sat went Escape themepark with Shinin Starz ( vaneet and timothy joined in). It was really fun. and oh there were many malay gyus in charge of the games and all. Almost all malay. haha. hmm.. not really making a statement but just saying what i saw. haa. had good fun man. but was damn tired after that.
after Escape, we headed to Christchurch to watch a christian musical " Heaven's gate. Hell's flames." It was a tamil one. kinda nice. and being drama as i always am, i cried in the first scene itself when 'christ' was carrying the cross. Really good show.
Sun went to church. practiced for the christmas show. Sharon taught us the dikir barat steps. Super cute. and oh the guys were making funny sounds which actually turned out well. HAA. Went northpoint with mum after church which happened to end early fer that day. Ate my favourite tom yam soup. DELICIOUS man.
Mon i was waiting at clementi mrt station for my mum so that we can go to my granny's place to visit her as she had an eye surgery. so i waited.. from 4.10 ALL the way till 4. 45.
LOL. super dumb man. i really thought it was my friend aidil. he was smiling at me for goodness sake. what a loser man. but well, guess i was the biggest LOSER afterall. haa. so embarassing. wrong person!
replies to tags:
gene- hahaha. exactly. scary thing!
vam- hmmm.. well, hmm.. u ask nithya lah. u never ask her out mah.. hee.
zara-hey u. i did write u a testimonial? cant remember. and oh saw vin in the mrt it seems. good for u. bad for him.
midori- yeah babe. OMG. bet u will love it as ur pet.
bala- hahah. now u do. actually, i am mixed breed. heeee.
nithya- what can i say? they are indian guys. i ought to be scared of them.
jaime- yea sure.=)
hid- when theres a will, theres a way.
vin- waking up to u never felt so real. haa. loser!
den- hahaha. what can i say. even losers win at times.
jenn- i had it already. thanks ahh..
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
spiders.
we called for the housekeeper and she came to catch a spider which she thought was small. then her facial expression totally changed when she saw how big it actually was. HAA. i was damn funny man. she was like ' WAH. so big!' then she carefully caught the spider and kept it in a container which was sealed. and from then, the spider was the talk of the day. EVERYONE from the teachers to the children were going crazy over it. HAA.
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
tags
replies to tags:
van - err.. that sounds more like you!
zara - hahahahaha.. he told me already. LOL. it was MORE THAN obvious.! and yeah its boring yea.
hid - yeah man! OKAY WELL, heres fer you! ENGLAND AHHH!
sean - HAAA! i Like LEH!! and pls dont nudge me in msn convos. its damn IRRITATING!
vin - hmm. okay. if u insist..
jenn - oh yah. we have met up adi. haha. and yeah babes. thank YOU for being a great friend!
vam - hahaha.. it bugged me many. haa. i miss you also la okay.. hahahah.. and nithya just gotta know my blog. haha.
nithya - heya babes. thanks so much mayn. SEC school friends rawk BIG TIME. love u lots!! cant wait fer FRI!!! DINNER DATE!!
bala - hahaha. cheered up already..
hid - wah. like river siah ur love fer me. hahaha..
faz - hahha. i loved the danzation. SUPER NICE!
zara - hahahaha. loved it man. u ahh. next time bring bucket wherever u go.
Den - hahaha. just trying to say that u are smart ryte. u win lah.. SMART! that u are.
Saturday, November 18, 2006
SINGAPORE BOTANIC GARDENS
after exploring the place, we headed to the entrance to wait up fer the rest. then we officially started our field trip. we had a talk fer ard 30 minutes. then my class went to the rainforest. SIALAH. SO MANY MOSQUITOS. all biting here and there. hahaha.
was damn thirsty man. then, BR went to eat there while the rest of the class went off somewhere. and oh, now was the most fun part in the whole of the field trip. BR saw these 4 ang moh kids. SO CUTE. then was THIS BOY, he went '' hey girls! wanna go for a walk?'' to the two girls with him and another guy. LOL!!
thats it. He caught out attention with that one sentence!! then BR went over and talked. n the kid was like more than happy that we talked to them. then we took photos and videos of them. they so willingly posed fer us. and we heard from the maid that they dont take photos with other people should they ask to take photo of them but they were so happy when we did. HAA!she was also rather surprised at the fact that the children we really enjoying themselves talking to us.
HAA. thats EARLY CHILDHOOD EDUCATORS FOR YOU!all in all, i had fun. =) wil be going to my cousin's wedding later.
thats mimi and max =)
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
blog
its a two way thing. remember that.
Sunday, November 12, 2006
glory defined
seriously man. whenever i am down, HE is always there. he is always there at my side be it good or bad. now, i somehow feel i can pull through no matter what comes in the way. i am really amzaed at how HE can understand so well without me even saying a single word.
Saturday, November 11, 2006
days of our life.
a few stuff to mark the day
- our dearest HIDAYAH dropping her tulang.
- meeting KFC guy in Al Azhar.
- Micheal's and Gilbert's starbucks secret.
- me and hidayah being the greatgrandparents of the family.
- Mark's and Russell's non-stop jokes.
- midori's superfast eating speed.
- our tasteless food.
- gilbert's mouth while eating the tulang. what a sight mayn!
and slackd with the guys and Hidayah today at starbucks also. super funny man their jokes. LOL.! laugh until the staff came to shut us up! That's the loud mouthed people fer u! reached home at 12 15 i think. haa. am damn bored and its really cold. this is totally no link. but oh well, WHATEVER!
replies to tags:
jessie: HAA! random siah..
shan: finally someone realised what u mean to me ah. thanks babe. =)
wawa: ahahaha. it IS nobody's business babe. haa. u almost sounded gay babe.
naz: LOL. loser seh. haha. oh ya. cant wait to meet.
hidayah: OH mY!! i love swinging in the trees with you too. always trying to get away from the hunter. LOL. daily adventure can. HAA.
Vin: yaaa. i feel so sad fer u man. U missed the fun of ur life by not hanging out with me.
midori: YAY. ure tagged too.
Bala: NO idea what u are talking abt. hee.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
rockin tuesday
and guess what, lecture was cancelled. BR without hidayah went to the library to watch Wimbledon.
then after that, BR ate with "The Machas" (Umar, Chris, Raj) and Alvin today. all four of us had fun. but i'm sure the person who had the most fun was PINK - for obvious reasons.
afterwhich we made friends with norman then from singapore idol, who happened to pass by us and was he glad to have met us, because his friends were not there to have lunch with him.
that's cos he had come down from the mediacorp studio, so that's why he couldn't meet up with them. he was very nice.and funny.he understood our jokes.and guess what?
he knows TANIA, our classmate!what a small world!then, halfway through lunch, hidayah had to attend to some vomit issues in the washroom. so she excused herself while we sat and talked to norman.of course we went to check up on her to make she was allright. then we all walked to blk 52 together with norman, cos his class was at blk 45.
he thought we were from mass comm!
just because we talk loudly, doesn't mean we're from mass comm!
oooh, schema's working it's magic now.
lol.
then, since his stop came first, he bid us goodbye, and we exchanged e-mails.
so now, he is a contact on our msn list!YAY!
and then hidayah couldn't take it anymore, and we had to run to the nearest toilet at blk 46, for her to do her business. poor thing. poor little gorgeous whatever thingie.hope she feels better soon!
then we sent her home in a cab.she really needs plenty of rest, hope she's feeling better. so that's a whole day in school without going for any lessons.
Monday, November 06, 2006
bugging feeling
haha. had a pretty good day in school. met many friends in atrium.. and came to knew Fitri! haa.
Thursday, November 02, 2006
a thursday's fun
LOL. i wonder why he said that. its broad daylight dude!
Anyway, the taxi driver came from another direction totally and i was sorta lost actually. but i was not afraid. the whole place looked different. I have no idea why i suddenly said '' hmm, u can stop here.'' I SERIOSULY DID NOT KNOW WHERE TO STOP.. IT WAS PURE GUESS..
i am the type of person who wants to explore around in almost abt any and every place. so i just thought i will walk aroud and find my way.. and i started to walk. walked walked and walked. throat was dry. damn dry. then, i saw a tent. the tent where we can buy the flowers and drinks. something familiar!! so i made a go fer it. bought flowers fer both my grandfathers. drank and walked the usual way to my grandfather's grave. saw my mother and granny and rachel who were eagerly expecting my arriving. they scared i get lost in that place. but i was confident in front of them tho, i was like '' no lah. come on man. i will not get lost so easily!'' -if they oni knew-
then cleaned up the area. put the flowers nto place. my grandfather's grave was filled with flowers. what to say? HE IS MISSED!! =) then while my mummy , granny and aunt rosemary and mary were sitted near the grave, david, daniel, rachel and i were having a cmpetition throwing stones. see who could throw the highest and the furthest..
then we went to the other grandfather's grave. It was badly kept. The immediate family members of that grandfather have not come to visit him much man. so obvious. so pissed. When he was alive, u did not take care of him. Then when he died, u wept. Then now u cant even bother to visit him. Its always my family who does the visiting n cleaning up.
then cleaned up and left for the christain columbarium. so that my granny can go n see her mother. haha. we walked hell lot. then we got lost. hailed cab. there were cabs around man. surprisingly. and the thing is the cab driver did not take any cash from us. LOL. he brought us to our destination tho. funny ryte.
then after that, we went tot he columbarium. saw many people there. as in people who were still alive but visitng their departed ones. hee. then it was drizzling. we knew we had to leave soon. and we ended up walking damn fast and we ended up in the chapel while trying to seek shelter. and we saw alot of wreaths. we realised that MP Amy Kho's father has passed away. Poor thing siah. the whole place was filled with wreaths.
and oh, my aunt chatted with this bangla while waiting fer a cab. she was telling him about the difference between Christians and Catholics. and she said '' Jesus died on the cross but mary never.'' and the bangla's reaction was '' WAH. Jesus die but MARY STILL HAVENT DIE AH.'' and he was so surprised. HAHAHAHA.. he thought that mary is some lady living still. haha. cute siah.
then finally we got a cab and went to BB. ate at REX NASI. and oh. david n Me did videos. haha.. drama videos like fighting scenes in tamil movies. super drama. one punch and i fell and i kick and david flies and lands ont he gground and all. LOL. super fun. and the i rushed home bathed and left fer tuition.
tuition was fun. hay and i drew many pokemons. haa. exams are over anyway. a lil fun wont hurt. then headed home. and now blogging.man. i am tired.
replies to tags:
NAZ AND BALA. can u guys like spam each other's tagboards instead? HAA.
allyssa: no probs babe.. haa.. i love u many many. take care of urself. rest wel and get well soon. i mean soooooooooooon. =)
naz: hahaha.. and u getta meet pink allyssa and hidayah.
Bala: EXACTLY.. but they are INNOCENT LAH.. and oh wow. i am clever now that i admit i am dumb? LOL.
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
first day of attachment
i sadly went up to Miss Julie and told her about it. She actually got sad and sort of angry with vanessa!! HAA!! her face ah.. then she talked to me about some of her life story and all.. Personal stuff all she say siah.. hAA. love her and her accent!! Hee. theen i took my bag and headed to my new class. I was greeted with confused faces. then it took me around 2 hours to gain their trust and then WAh! like best friends siah the children..
hug me and kissed me all around!! LOL! super cute siah. then we talked , played and crapped like crazy for around 1 hour cause the teacher in charge of the class had gone to another class to teach Mandarin. so i was alone witht he kids and i did not even know that the time had gone past sooo fast!! and oh it was lunch and the children had hor fun.. i was damn hungry la. then one boy named justin asked me '' miss meena, are u hungry?'' and i said '' yes, i am very hungry!'' and e imediately said '' you want to shaare my food?'' haio.. so sweet of him ryte!!! siah..
and oh then one ayuka was very cold because of the aircon and she said '' i am very cold'' and guess what the teacher did?? she actually said '' aiyo! so cold ah.. come i give u kiss kiss. then very hot!'' and backed it up with a kiss on his cheek and the ayuka went '' WAh.HOT!!'' hhahaa. in her werds its just play play but fer me, it sounded all so wrong!! LOL.
replies to tags:
bala: hmmmm. no ah.. then take it as i'm dumb!!
pandiji: hmmm. nice attempt! dint fall fer it. i am just too smart..
den: free my foot!! i know how to keep myself timed. okay. my sentence dont really make sense ryte. argh! nvm.. haha..
pink:LOL. sexy baby? hmm i think u got the wrong blog!! hahaha.. oi. get ur internet fixed siahh.. oni use internet in school oni!
jessie: hello madame.. i have commitments babe.. and also u told me like 2 days before.. haa. oh i still get to be ur friend RYTE??
Monday, October 30, 2006
MOnday
Crapped with michael until school. then headed to class. lecture boring as usual. and oh! HIDAYAH had loadsa to say abt her weekend. and we talked some PERSONAL stuff. lol. i love talking these to her. andoh i bet she loves it too!! haa.. Then headed to Students Union to print our project together with yana, tiffany and joyce!! saw danny and timon!! then printed and went fer ITA lecture.
After that, ate with mark, michael, midori, russell hid and pink! haa.. then mark, Hid, PInk, michael and me went to library. in the end, pink, HId and me ended up watching '' meet the parents'' while mark was watching his whatever anime in his lappie and michael left fer class. haa.. Hid and i went off after movie and went home..
Good day afterall! =)
replies:
split persona a.k.a pandiji - haaa. one look and i know its u!!
naz: hello there spilt persona a.k.a pandiji a.k.a naz, haaa..LOL. and sorry din come ur house. haa. i really dinno that invite was fer me.. haha.. AND my dear naz, i would not want UR vin to tag my blog. MINE is good enuf. Thank YOU!! and oh that indian guy ahh.. i was so pissed man.. haha.. of course man.. munkies do think and feel alike. tats why u feel the same way.. hee.. been long since we quarelled.. danm i miss that.. haa.
bala: ehh.. are u trying to sound chim?? haa..
jenn: i going esplanade on sat if got no changes.. i hope there isnt.. haa.. so fri we go elsewhere??
Sunday, October 29, 2006
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Saturday, October 28, 2006
Giovanni
i was so pissed can. i mean my poor GIOVANNI is getting stressed! please mind your tone on the child!! haio. then when she left for toilet, i took the chance to let Giovanni calm down and be himself. he was so stressed he nearly cried lah! argh. i get so pissed when parents do not treat their children with respect and always scold them. especially in the MRT trains. the parents scold the children and humilate them in the trains and all without realising that it has an effect on the children. please treat children with respect cause they are not toys to be manipulated.
replies to tags:
bala - lol. oh crap. what a coincidence to have u read that particular entry! haa. and oh that guy! loser la.. haa..
vin - haa.. thank u buddy!!
hidayah - LOL. bet he will not dare to even look my way siah!! my darling!!! hahahahaha..
HotPoliceGuy - LOL.
den - haa. am cool man.. not heated at all!!
Thursday, October 26, 2006
indian guys!
VIN you are indian dude! haa. ur other bloods come later. vin is a great friend. always there. he knows what he wants and goes fer it. never say die. always have the '' lets do it'' spirit. very straightforward! and knows when i need someone to talk to. someone who listens to what others have to say before opening his mouth to give his views. a true friend! and all that indian jokes he says. damn funny.
MATHAN well, this dude is someone i know from Princess elizabeth has grown up now. very vain. takes photos of himself and his muscles. LOL. he is definately not typical. and he has a mind of his own. does not follow people. a person of character but can very lame at times.
BALA friend from Bukit view secondary school. thought was someone very disciplined and very prefect kind. turn out totally opposite. good joker. also has a mind of his own and speaks up when he has something to say. super friendly. leave him in a room of strangers and u can come back to see him with his new set of friends! good listener.
AARON my dearest cousin brother. he is the most nicest guy ive met man. i mean he is damn helpful. does things willingly to help. and is very sweet. i remember he was there fer me in my O level days always encouraging me. he is such a darling. very humble and polite. and loves to play pranks. haa. kena caught like all the time. not pro enuff!
SASI my brother himself. such a dearie. always there to help. he is my bank. always there. and he actually understands some of my problems without me saying. when i say indian guys disturb me or what. he very protective, say what he is police gonna break those guys face. haa. he means well tho. i love him. and he is very helpful. and sentimental. and handsome! =)
apart from vin, i bet no one in this list will see this but yeah. just felt like saying some good points of my indian friends. haa. random entry i know!
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
raped
i was afraid. past memories of the indian ITE guys behaving in such lowly manner with me came to mind. then the indian guy went away from the queue. i did not turn back at all. hoping and praying that he will go far away. then the bus 61 came. i boarded it thinking it was over and i did not have to look at that fella's face again. BUT! no it was not over. the indian guy actually boarded the bus and he had the cheek to sit beside me. goodness. i have no idea what happened to me. i mean i can see myself shouting at the bloody guy in this situation but no. i did not shout.
i felt lost. i felt helpless. i mean he did not touch me or anything. but u know. i can see his eyes surverying my body and i was so disgusted. i felt used. i wanted to get up and go away fromt he sit. but then, i would have to go past him to get off. so i sat where i was. FREAKING BASTARD..
he could still talk to me saying what engineer something. and before i knew it, tears began to form and i actually cried! and that Loser got damn scared and immediately pretended to use the phone and got off at the very next stop. i called hidayah immediately and told her everything while crying. thank God fer her. she understood my problem and i really appreciate it.
this is the reason why i cant communicate with indian guys. it all started when i was confronted by the ITe guys. i lost hope in indian guys. seriously. why must they be like this. HOPELESS. oh crap. i am crying now. like wth. why the heck must i waste my tears on them??
and oh, when i got home and told my mother and sister about this, quess what was thier reaction?? WTF?? '' you should have scolded him like ''what the fuck do u think u are doing??what do u want?'' and my mum went, '' you should have called me!''... i was damn pissed man. i only wanted someone to listen to my probs. NOT go and say '' you should have....'' and '' why didnt you?'', '' why did u just cry?'' or '' why u so dumb?''
WTF!! dont rub it in. u think i had all the time to think about this when i was with that indian guy??ArGH. FUCK man.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Happy Deepavalli!
Thursday, October 19, 2006
its deepavalli people
MEN are always treated better than women. women are regarded as some lowly creatures. i hate that man. i will be sitted on the sofa at first.. but once my uncle and his family comes, i must immediately move and sit on the floor instead. THEN, the guys get to sit on the sofa. i mean to some, it means NOTHING. its just shifting place. BUT TO ME, IT MEANS ALOT. cause even tho there is space on the chair beside my uncle or guy cousin, i am NOT ALLOWED to sit there as it seems that MALE species are far TOO PRECIOUS and must be treated as GEMS..
Serious man.. and oh, my Dad's greatest worry is that i will embarass him as i DO NOT KNOW HOW TO COOK.. he makes it sound like i, as a woman( an indian woman) will have no life if i do not know how to cook. Goodness! These wise elderly indian people in my family will make me go crazy. I sorta know what to do when. pls. give me space.
Hee. okay. i grumbled quite alot. But i must say, i am really glad to be an indian. i mean serious dude. come on. who can imitate us exactly like who we are? OUR ACCENT!! man. it takes an indian to do that.. HAA. and i sorta like the culture and stuff. and oh, how can i ever forget BOLLYWOOD? i love it so man. haa. Okay la uh.. INDIANS rock! haa..
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIDAYAH!!
Friday, October 13, 2006
yums
then after eating till our hearts content, we decided to leave. Hid had to leave and so we waited fer her bus with her. haa. and what did we do while waiting?? take photos of course. hee. so much fun. then we went to Junction 8. went oni to minitoons. then headed to KFC, where we slacked fer a few minuttes and we were all soooooooo bored, we decided to go home. haa. reached home at 11.00pm. i am coming home more early now. yay!
and omg. my feet hurts big time. i dropped the big chunky padlock on my foot. damn pain siah. too much to bear. now, its red n swollen. argh!! and i mean it. ARGH!!
replies to tags
Jingxian .. hahahahahahahahhahaha.. u win babe! u win!
hidayah .. yaaaa laa. omg. thank god we took many many photos today!! hee
ting .. alamak.. what to do.. i busy siahh.. haa. i wanna go sentosa with you!!
Thursday, October 12, 2006
ECP AMBER
BBQ at ECP rawked much. had fun. poor Ming tho. he was fasting and he is the one who started the fire and all. hee. Greg and Ming left early cause they had some family stuff ay some hotel. then only people started coming in.
talked crap and whatever not. and oh there were ard 6 indians. all so drama man. first the girl had an asthma attack. she fell and the friends rushed to give her the spray. and the thing is none of us noticed this except fer Perl!!!so cute can. then the indian girl vey emo went alone by the sea and cut her hand. then her friends came to the rescue and started scolding her. blabla.
hee. the thing is we were so inspired by the drama that we asked allyssa to take a video of us re-enacting what happened. hee.damn funny can.
and oh. i CYCLED!! omg yes i did. tho i was very nervous of falling down. its been ages since i cycled. but i knew i could do it. so, i took the bic and off i went. going all the sideways, losing control of the bike. allyssa was like '' wait! i am coming!'' but knowing me, i just believe in learning by myself. only then can i do it right. so i went. allyssa follwed. hee. and within a few minutes i was cycling like i owned the area. hee. so fun. and feel content. so up fer cycling anyone??
hee. ate alot alot. and thanks to eugene who was the cook fer the day until hid came and stole his business. hee. Amber rawks many man. i love AMBER!!
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
ECP!
but then when i finally do receive the msg ah, its like i am so happy. LOL.
oh my oh my! cant wait fer tmr!! ECP!! yay! can see amber peeps. at least those who are coming. haa. anyway, i have been slacking at home. sick can. i hate this. and i chatted with pink today. am so glad to chat with her. been like ages talking to her. was laughing in the mrt like crazy talking to her. man. miss her siah. and she will not be coming for BRP dinner. she gotta go malaysia. hee. hope she has a good time.
and tmr got no giovanni tuition. yay! and oh i forgot to say. Hay loved the present i got him. lol. he was like kissing my hands saying i rawk. LOL. and surprisingly he listened to me today. did not monkey ard. it saved me alot of work. haa. i did not have to stare at him. hee.
randomness
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
anger management
mich: okies sure babes!! yay!
den:lol. nothing at all. i scare myself can.
jess: hey!! miss u so much!! lepak soon kie..
Saturday, October 07, 2006
cheena babes rawk!
i even went high in the air. lol. somethingi am scared of.. hee.
and today went i woke up and walked into my hall, i saw a LETTER.
and it was for ME!! and i knew who is was from.
My one and only Cheena babi!! more like Cheena babes! Vanessa!!
and i was like so happy i eagerly opened it and saw...
a badge that van gave saying it reminded her of me.
and this a letter card from her. so nice can she. haio.
i love my cheena babes so much. she has been a great friend and i love her alot!!
thank you babe!! =)
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
last day of werk!!
then had to entertain weird people and their questions as usual. after work while going down to cold storage, we saw the indian security man and hid and were laughing. he said '' wah! always see u laughing!!so happy ah'' and laughed his way to the exit. and within a few seconds of him saying that, some other chinese fella whom we have not seen before, went '' always laughing..'' LOL.. damn funny can that moment.
oh and guess what. i realised the train i took terminates at yishun oni after hid and i boarded it and oni when we reached yishun. LOL. no wonder it was not crowded.. hee. got off the train and waited fer the next one. Saw sivabalan my pri sch fren. then took the train to BB! while walking to cross the road to walk thru the park to my home, i saw Eugene. He was with his other friends. walked thru the park, enjoying every momeny of it.side track abit ah, i love walking in the park. i used to walk early in the morning. it was so beautiful and nice. now i love to walk at night. so relaxing man. i mean its so cooling. so matter how fast i waslk, i dont perspire. like so carefree.
after the walk in the park, went to Gio's house to teach tuition. Thought him and then headed home. man. my mother fried hot dogs. OMG... i love hot dogs.. been ages since i ate them. i mean i eat it often in school but now that its hols, i rarely get to eat it.. yep. that was my day. cant wait fer tmr!! LAST DAY OF WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
replies to tags..
den:lol. i do not call u that. at least not recently. okie. at least not yesterday. i made extra effort to mind my words u know.. =)
vin: omg. stop wasting time!! go n sightsee!!
chooo: of course babe!!! i wanna.. i was prayin fer this day all along!! =) next week i am free!! book me.!!
hid: you online? cant see u!! as usual!!
jenn: omg!!! yes ys.. i had fun with u tooo.meet up more ya..=)
Sunday, October 01, 2006
beauty of grace
Saturday, September 30, 2006
lil india
then i whispered to my sis saying '' i thought u said u wanna salute him fer his acting?'' then she said '' dont want! wait he thinks we have a thing fer him. u know indian guys... thiink too high of themselves!'' lol. i couldnt agree more man. so we just smiled to each other and that was it.
and oh another person i saw was Subramani!! goodness i love that small boy! this indian fella who is sooo young acts damn well and he is so cute. he acted in Subramani and friends and now there is a new series called subra and friends 2! lol. must see!! i called out '' Subramani!'' without even knowing if thats his name. and he turned and smiled and waved back when i waved at him. LOL. he is so cute.
o0o0o and i ate at komalas. oh wait! issit komala vilas? eh. should be one of them. dunno which one i actually ate at. had the batura as always. lol. i dont usually eat anything else when i go tekka. dunno why also. hee. then shopped ard. bought the clothes fer deepavalli. lol. not that i celebrate it. but well we have to go to my father saide grandparents house every year on deepavalli. they are hindus.
yep. i was damn tired just now after all that walking. but now, i am fresh again.. lol. tmr is Holy communion! must go do my reflections man. hees. oh yah. i totally forgot! met jenn! had loadsa fun wit her!! man. crappiness is so our thang! heeeeeeee..
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
wednesday
replies to tags:
lav: heee! heya babe.. miss ya much..
minnie: exactly! thanks man.. and i give it all to Him who knows all.=)
vin: i want i want!!! gonna be super drama!!
hidayah: i cant see u online too. man. why is it that way? tho we see each other everyday, it is just not enuf issn't it?
replies to tags
Naz: LOL. thank you so much babes! just felt emo. thats all. am back on my feet again. my emo-ness will never last more than a few hours.. and man. serious ah. meet up soon. got alot of things to say. munks4eva babe! =)
Bala: lol. thanks ah fer passing it down to me. and u know what. so much fer ur bragging when u tagged the same message twice. i BET u forgot and clicked twice! so much fer saying u are better now!!!
Hid: lol. just not meant to be!!
Vin: thanks man fer everything. appreciate that bro! =)
Den: i am free? gotta be kidding me.. i sure am NOT!
Monday, September 25, 2006
my life.
i remember when i was around 14 years old. a pastor prophesied that i have gone thru alot in my past and my future will be better. i thanked God fer it. i mean i feel like my childhood sucked. why could i not be like everybody else? happily living with both parents who were understanding? why must my family have to go thru this. ? bet most children my age will not even have known what is a court. a family court. but i knew exactly what it was and went there often with no where to og.why why why were all the questions in my mind. then again, God had his purpose.
i remember when i lived with my grandparents for like 3 years, in ang mo kio. looking at my grandfather who was a stroke patient, i often used to wonder what sort of a father he might have been before he got the stroke. looking at his children taking good care of him, i definately knew that he had been a good father. He believed in Jesus and followed him. God took care of him. i wished i had a father like him. again, God had his purpose.
When i was 16, i cried alone often at home. was going thru so much. but i could turn to none. i was afraid of my father. i cant say a werd to him. i mean what was our relationship? i admit i was jealous this once when naz's dad was talking to me n her. they were talking like friends. they shared feelings. and who could i turn to? none. my mum was always busy. no point telling my feelings to her. how about my friends then? i did not trust them enuf to tell them. seriously. when people take normal werds from u fer granted, do u think they will even bother about what u are going thru?then again, God had his purpose.
these made me turn to Jesus. My saviour. for without him, i could NEVER had made it this far. He was there all along. when i felt that i had no where to go, he was there all along waiting fer me to talk to him. He carried me when i was too tired to walk my life. He loved me. and i only love him because he first loved me. That everlasting love which i keep drowning over and over again.
and now, i thank God fer my life. my childhood. my pain and suffering. my family. my friends. they are gifts from God. and i treasure them. this is also one of the reasons why i do volunteer werk at the salvation army. a listening ear to these broken children will not hurt. knowing that there is someone who will listen to them will definately touch the people i meet. and this is also the reason why i keep asking my non-christian friends to follow me to church. cause i want them to know that someone cares fer them.
and i am very glad that Naz now knows that there is someone who cares fer her. hope u get what the pastor meant. =) THERE IS SOMEONE WHO CARES FER YOU AND ME. care to taste his goodness?